哇~~~ ^^

还未到圣诞节就收到圣诞礼物了~

^^

打开时真的很意外

没想到他真的送我小叮当~

=)

或许，

你一直都有注意我生活上的小细节

无论是我生病

快乐

悲伤

压力

或者是喜好

都把它一一放在心上

无论如何

我真的很开心， 很感动~

谢谢你所给的一切

我会珍惜它

当然的

也会耐心的等待~

^^

记：爱的抱抱~~~ ^^

sweet sweet~ ~

How sweet if everyday could be like this

just hope everything remain like this

*blush*

fall in love with Cute Uncle~ =P

notes : I wish I could just accept your hug today~ =P

抱歉

看到那封信息

我应该是很高兴的

知道你是真心对我

真心珍惜我

可是，

我还是很害怕

害怕这一切也只是我一人的幻觉

梦醒了，又要面对现实的残酷

或许曾经的他也是如此

可结果也都是一样

一切也只不过是说说而已。。。

记：或许不是你做不到我所要的， 而是我做不到你所要的。。。现在是如此，我想以后也会是。。。

Promoter life~

December

Although my courseworks and assignments had finished

but it seems,

this month will be the busiest month for me

>.<"

going work for 2 different company

as usual,

working as a part-timer at Top Man

but now

add on with another freelance job

promoter for liese hair product

not a difficult job

but with kinda high pay

=)

the 1 who cause me tired

will be just standing the whole day

from 10am - 10pm

leg seriously pain!!!

>.<"

everyone starts preparing their exams

except me,

who still so free accept so many jobs

I think I gonna die on finals

God Bless Me PLEASE!!!!!

Me and my partner - Colleen ^^

the bubble~~ SO cute neh!!! =P

the boy boy go touch it~ CUTE!!! =P

My camwhore pic~~ =P

notes : my partner very pretty leh~~~ and she look so young!!! seems like I'm older than her... @@

grateful

I feel grate of every moment when u're around me

I appreciate your care

seriously...

I understood your situation now

and finally I know

what's your real feeling

what I will do

I will wait sincerely~

=)

notes : at least u had pass my test.... ^^

Outing with my family~

is been a long time for us to go shopping together~

enjoy the lovely moments with my family~

LOVE U!!!

my mummy and jie jie~

=P

notes : YEAH!!! finally bought my clothes and legging !~!~! =)

Dao Dao Birthday!~!~! =P

Dao's 19th birthday o~~

我们的“高佬”

hehex!!

btw,

it should be our last celebration for his birthday in Malaysia

wish him all the best for his studies in US

=)

Pictures time!~!~! =)

cake given by Yen Ni~ (super delicious!! =P)

his 兄弟~ （brothers)

his 靓女 fren~ (hoho!! =P)

poor dao, still kena the cream.. =P

Foo's gift ( sifu ah sifu.. how come u always bully people 1?? =X)

gift given by me~ ( suits u ma.. so cute!! XD )

2 goldfish uncle~ (just that I misunderstood the "tits", end up become like these.. hahax!!)

notes : wish U Happy Birthday!~!~! and all the best on ur coming exams~~ =P

being passive...

recently passive in updates blog

it might due to :

busying on my assignments?

(but i dun think so... hahax!!)

busying on my revision for cw?

(I where got so hardworking la.. =.=")

hmmmm...

actually i have no idea why

maybe I have not much things to share

not much things to say out

peace in life~ =)

I should feel happy btw~

notes : enjoying my peaceful life~!~!~! =)

no idea

I dunno what's in ur mind now

maybe

I haven't meet such a person like u b4

btw,

I just wan to remain like this

because

I do enjoy the happiness u gave me

notes : I'm still afraid of..............

Ayyy Girl ~

JYJ - AYYY GIRL

notes : OMG!!! I miss them so much!!!!!!!!! they're just awesome!!!!!!!!!!!! =P

如果。。

如果他有他那样的关心

那该有多好~

如果他有他那样的身形

那该有多好~

唉。。。

只怪世上没有百分百的事~

一切也就让它顺其自然好咯~~

记：没有如果。。。

JYJ ~

~ JYJ ~

amm it,

seriously miss them alot!!!

my oppa!!!!

from 5 become 3

haizzzz

luckily my HERO still there =P

although I know their style will be more towards ballad/pop

but i will still support them!!!

the only group with talent + look

dancing, singing or composing

everything is just PERFECT!!!

LOVE U FOREVER!!!!

~ JYJ ~

notes : love Ayyy Girl this song very much!~!~! =P

stress

dunno why this sem make me so stress

I have no mood to do tutorials

no mood to listen lectures

and now,

I even skipped some of the lectures

@@

it seems not like me

I starts being lazy

and now coursework test is coming

what makes me worries the most is FAF

seriously no idea on what's happening

as an accounting student

accounts should not be a problem..

but now,

it becomes the biggest problem

haizzzz...

just hope my mood will be back soon

must force myself to study back

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notes : feel like IT has ruined all my mood....

shut up pls!!!

u guys will never know what my feeling is

dun always think I'm 3 years old gal

dun always said I dunno how to think

dun always said I'm still like last time

dun ever judge me by my look

I might look happy but it actually NOT

I might look enjoying but it actually NOT

I might just look ANYTHING in real life

BUT it's definitely not TRUE as what u guys SEE!!!

so pls!!!

can u guys shut ur mouth off??

okay, fine..

it sounds too rude

just...

let me alone

I know what am I doing

I understand how it goes

I know maybe..

u guys just to want to show some care

but,

seriously

thanks for all ur cares

dun worry

I wont regret what I have did

trust me pls,

I appreciate alot

notes : Dun u think I dunno?? I dun care?? pls la!!! I'm the one who suffering this!!! k??

and pls!!! dun always misunderstand him, in facts, he is the 1 who gave what I wanted the most....

YEE~~~

finally bought a pink skinny~~

=)

7th october - TSTM 1u students log-in

at first when it's still new arival

it cost RM223

@@ too expensive for me

later on,

it becomes 50% off

RM111.50, still expensive for me.. ><

but now it become final clearance,

which is RM79!!

nah~

actually if it doesn't have further discount

I will still buy it

but now due to students log-in

it has additional 20% discount!~!~!

turn up it's only RM63.20!!!

=P

here it is~

during work time =P

and guys...

dun u realize my hair seems different??

my hair colour...

@@

can call me LALA now

seriously

Yellowish Golden Blonde

>.<"

even my colleagues cant recognize me

can die edi....

no choice have to become seafood this few months

T.T

Gold right??

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notes : I think is because of Hyuna, CL and Jessica... stupid stupid go dye GOLD hair.. T.T.... but I realize, gold hair only suits pretty gals.... ><

sem 4 results released...

9.45am, 5th october 2010

not as wat I had expected...

although seems it's the "highest" GPA i got

but still...

dunno why

SAD

entrepreneurship - A

financial accounting - B+

basic taxation - A

management accounting fundamentals - A-

principles of finance - A-

total GPA : 3.8

same as my sem 2 results,

but I was happy of my sem 2 results

maybe because it was 4 HD but this time my results all senget 1..

=.="

btw

luckily my CGPA still improve

still got 3 more sem to FIGHT!!

must achieve the mission!!!

GAMBATEH!!!!

notes : CGPA3.75, I gonna Eat You Up soon!!!! =)

绝望？

你不疲惫吗？

你不厌倦吗？

说真的

你做过些什么？！

问过些什么？！

在乎过什么？！

你根本不懂

永远都不懂

我那你不想听的秘密

多的是，你不知道的事

记：我默默的承受这一切。。。微笑的背后，其实心已经流着血。。。

苦茶

还记得当年歌唱比赛的时候

我唱的是苦茶。。。

现在的我每天都在喝苦茶。。

而且还是超苦超苦的那种！！

现在换了药方，

还有苦中带咸的味道。。。

>.<"

啊！！！！！！

我就要崩溃了！！！

痛到要死都算了，

现在还毁我容

T.T

我宁愿死掉算吧！！！！

我的血汗钱都没了。。。。T.T

记：到底要等到何时何日，我才能过回正常人的生活？？？！！！

Copy & Paste

let's Copy & Paste

=)

be happy

I just want to enjoy

there's no time for me to think

I just want to be happy

that's it

notes : u're correct, I should listen to u... thx 哥~ =)

ouchhhhhh!!!!

u can just imagine how pain is it

is not only one of it

It cover almost full of my body

Let's see it cure first or I DIE first...

notes : I'm going faint..... @@

TM lifez

currently "enjoying" my holidays

while others are hanging out with friends, watching PPS/movie, eat & sleep at home

me just spending my time in 1utama almost daily

not shopping

not movie

BUT working!!!

erm...

is not that sad too,

at least when I check my bank acc next month

I will definitely more happy than others

LOL!!!

able to get 4 digit income for half month working days

1st time ever!!!

but after deduct from SOSCO & EPF

will be back to 3 digit

btw, is still better than nth

=)

let's talk about my recent working life

is not a hard job

what makes me tiring is just standing

others those kind of sales...

nah

it's nth related to me

no matter how high/low of the sales

my salary is till remain the same

btw,

I still helping ah gor to achieve the target

when he is able to get incentive,

definitely he will treat me nice meals

hahax!!!

thx to him again for the sushi king dinner~

=)

and after raya, everyone is just getting bored without doing anything

so here comes with CAMWHORE~

let's check out the photos during my working period

=P

*dunno where am I looking...

Others u can check out my fb~

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this one....

hahahahahaha!!!

just that we're TOO BORED

dunno what to do

so....

a SIC and a part-timer

started to SS around...

=X

p/s : if I not mistaken, that day was Raya Public Holiday =X

notes : I do enjoy while earning $$ ~ =P

cant attend the outfit building... ishhhhhhh

寂寞寂寞就好

我寂寞寂寞就好

这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱

就让我一个人去痛到受不了 想到快疯掉

死不了就还好

我寂寞寂寞就好

你真的不用来我回忆里微笑

我就不相信我会笨到忘不了 赖着不放掉

人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉

记：句点

STEP UP 3

STEP UP 3

u guys should go WATCH this!!!

is damm freaking NICE!!

the choreography is damm AWESOME
I love the soundtrack

and of course

they had added some graphic technique in

is just....

FANTASTIC!!!

I love the roboting guy very much!!!

his every single moves just like a ROBOT

when he drops his head...

WOW!!

this movie is focus more on dancing scene but less on story lines

btw,

I'm sure everyone watch this

will just because of the dance right??

it did succeed ~

=P

this girl is just... @@

the water scene... NICE!!!!!!!

notes : it makes me have a feels to SHOUT OUT and MOVE UP!!!! seriously miss dancing life a lot!!!!!!!!! ><

shopping~

just back from shopping with Shan~

spend less than RM100

bought 4 things

1) high waisted dress

I wanted it for long time ago,

yee~~ finally bought it!!

hopefully can wear it during my presentation

^^

2) canvas shoes

this time I bought a black colour 1

easy for mix & match

for college and working purpose

=D

3) mouse pad

YEEEE!!!!

finally bought a new mouse pad

and it's JAE JOONG!!!

ahhhhh!!! can look at him whenever I'm using my comp

=P

4) hair treatment conditioner

have to use it for my dry and cacat hair

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btw, I still have alot things need to spend

I wanna redye my hair

I wanna restyle my hair

my facial, masque, serum...

BUT!!!

b4 spending on these..

the most important 1 is my medicine fees

aikzzzzz

dunno need wait till when only can back to normal human life

>.<"

JAEJOONG mouse pad!~!~!

ahhhh!!!

MY HERO!!! =p

feel like...

I cover half of my face looks better...

><

notes : watching STEP UP 3 2moro~~~ YEEEEE~~~ dance rockzzzzzz!!! =P

exam finished

finally...

my 4th sem finals has finished

but it seems like no feeling for me

feels like exams gone very fast

and just dat's it

no happy no sad

just neutral

I know my mission couldn't achieve by this sem

have to work hard to get first class in diploma

aikzzzz

ES - careless and I've lost 21 marks..

TAX - it's consider a difficult set in finals, just hope GOD bless me

FA - speechless.. couldn't finished the set... so, hopeless

MAF - if I will have high cw marks, it shouldn't be a problem for me to score.. BUT, my cw is only 71 marks.. so... GOD bless me again

PF - this is the only subject I have confidence on it, hope i can pass with flying colours

notes : my working life is back again, but at least... my ah GOR is there to fight with me ^^

shut.up

SO SHUT UP!!! SHUT UP!!!!!

quoted from

MISS A

Exams week...

finals is coming
is time to force myself to study!!!

MOTIVATION!!!


where to get motivation??
erm...


If I will to study hard now,
I will definitely saves alot $$ in the coming future


mission :
I want to clear my PTPTN!!!



again & again
I'm not aiming full marks
just give me an A is pretty enough
LOL!!!


seems so greedy

=)

my messy table
doing pass year ques

can u guys see which subject I did??

hahax!!

notes : I want to meet JJ in 3rd September!!!! YEE~~~ can't wait to end finals~!~! =P

There's nothing left to say

蔡依林 - 无言以对


gonna recommend chinese song this time
LOL

always focus on kpop
should back to the basis
hahax!!


loves this song
especially the lyrics part
wait for the MV release
it will be in my K songs list definitely~
=)

窗外天亮了房里还是有点黑 
一整夜阖着双眼失眠有点累 
转过身我拥抱着双人床孤单的棉被 
清晨这一刻谁陪你喝咖啡 
爱情璀璨后粉碎 像流星滑过后下坠 
你说我们是同类 你缺少的我无法给 
你把爱作废 借口多刺耳迂回 
There's nothing left to say 
你沉默流泪 是不是无言以对 
There's nothing left to say 
就算心碎 就算崩溃 
就算难过那么深邃 
别给我安慰 那只是美丽的虚伪 
There's nothing left to say 

To say Hey yeah 
There's nothing left to say 
To say Hey yeah 
There's nothing left to say
 
谈错对 比是非 究竟还是无路可退 
说不恨你那是自己口是心非 
无所谓 无所谓 回忆却像只贴身鬼魅 
无处躲多狼狈



notes : 你沉默。我无言。因为我们都是同类。。。

幸福~

感觉上

我身边的朋友对我都很好

突然有种幸福的感觉

在我最烦恼，最低落的时候

仿佛就只有你在我身边

只有你知道我是真的开心还是伤心

而我又整天在众人面前骂你

可是你却从来都未曾向我发过脾气

还傻傻给我骂

哈哈！！

或许，在你面前

才会显出真正的我吧！

虽然我认识你的日子并不多

可是又不知为何

你却是可以令我放下一切尽情的笑

有你在的时候，我也特别开心

你的幽默，你的无聊，你的胡闹

真的是令我开怀大笑

感觉上，每天的我都很期待跟你一起奋斗的日子

你，真的很疼我

我那里不舒服，那里不开心

你都会逗我，关心我

真的很开心可以遇见你

最近才和你扯上“关系“

哈哈！！

虽然对你了解并不深

可是在学院的生活，感觉上跟你最聊得来

在学业上也帮了我不少忙

真的很抱歉

每次都向你借东西

功课，文具，就连毛巾也不放过

嘻嘻！！我真的很坏哦！！

你真的是我无所不谈的好朋友

在学院里，我看。。只有跟你我会癫的好high

因为我们都有相同的喜好

最重要是，我们都是哈韩一族！！

而你又能癫

每次都给你弄得好high

>.<"

不过，没关系

因为我也蛮喜欢这样的感觉

哈哈！！至少high得开心啊！！

（知道你看不明白，可惜~ =P)

最近才发现原来你跟我是那么的投契

以前一起跳舞的时候，就已有少许的感觉

现在才知道

原来我们的性格和喜好都是99%相似的！

哈哈！！

我相信，以后的日子

我们一定会变成很要好的朋友

=)

记：朋友真的是世上最珍贵的礼物，只有朋友会与你分享喜悦与悲伤。即使现在的我并没有爱情的滋润，可是我觉得现在的我才是最幸福的！

recent results...

Just got all my cw results in sem 4
in facts,
I'm actually very satisfied of my current results IF
without MAF!!!!!
>.<"

stupid MAF!!!
make my GPA 4.0 dreams broke!!!
urghhhh!!!


other subjects seriously no comment
I should really rush up my MAF so that I'm able to get 86marks
it seems like a miracle if I'm able to score that

hopes the miracle falls on me... >.<"



and...
just back from the accounting night meeting


regret of choosing PR
regret of didn't notice on AV


I never believes that my name now is in Program team
@@

although Jenny still gave a chance to me to consider again
but it seems like..
I have no choice to be that


I just don't want bring any trouble to u guys
since we're in a team
we should fight for it
it doesn't matter what position u in
at least...
better than nothing right??

notes : I just can't control my tears.. it drops automatically...
If I say nth... it's 100% a LIES!!!
seriously.... I'm very disappointed.......
of what the results going to be......

Outing ~

5 August 2010 - wednesday

I skipped ES lecture ~
just to meet my sweetheart(yan shan), dear(kar mun) & baby(caely)
in tappers Jaya One

is been a long time we met together
shan is going India soon~
we will miss U!~!~!

enjoy your curry rice there~ LOL!!!
=)

Pictures time ~



Caely, Karmun, Yanshan and Me~


the dancing gang~ (I miss our dancing life!~!~!)





Camwhore ~


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My eyes so big... @@



Karmun still okay....



hahax!!! shan looks like an alien~



notes : going to have another outing with them after my finals, YEEE~~~ shopping after exams!~!~! and... I seriously miss our dancing life VERY MUCH!!!!!

对不起

如果世上有忘情水
那该有多好？
忘记他的好
忘记他的坏

如果这世上有时光机
那该有多好？
回到以前
不让那造就痛苦的开始发生

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幻想的当儿，也该面对残酷的现实
人要面对现实
接受现实


“我接受吾都咯”

“接受吾都都要接受”


每天的我
都在强逼着自己
去接受现实

我。。 很努力
也尝试过



可是，
我做不到



因为
每天的我都在重服着同样的事物
在重服的当儿
就会让我想起当时的情景


当时那每一句话
那每一行的字幕

都忍一一在目


我不能想他人那么萧洒
痛痛快快喝一杯就能当什么事也没发生过

或许我能享受那一时的痛快
不过
也是那一霎那的时间
之后
还是得面对这一一发生在我身上的现实




在此，
我真的很对不起他
不是他的错
而是我。。。。。


不想让同样的事再发生多一次
一次就够了


我其实并不是你想象中那么强
我只是很会骗人而已。。


对不起

记：本以为一切已结束，结果还是“回来”了。。。。

Huricane Venus ~

BoA - Huricane Venus


finally she is back!!!

my favourite female kpop singer

her energetic dance skills and powerful vocal

is always the best!!!


that's the reason why

She remains as a TOP of the kpop list


=)

notes : have a new song to dance, Euwing ~ hahax!! =P

no jokes!! seriously!!!

found out something... LOL!!

I realized that,
wearing contact lens seriously looks different!!
and.. without putting mascara
just add on with fake eyes lashes
its give a BIG DIFFERENCE!!!

@@

dat's why in those taiwan show,
those gals have big difference between the original looks & after make up
just imagine...
putting on lenses, eyes lashes, eyeliner, eye shadow and..
u can even create a nice double eye lip with the help of glue..
@@

seriously speechless
of course!! with the assumption of :

"U're good in control on those cosmetics"


erm... is not a bad stuff actually,
in facts it helps most of the gals who actually saving their cost without doing surgery,
but they able to look difference and gorgeous after putting on make up

" even those ah gua with flat chest, they able to create curves after putting on layers of nubras.. "
=.="


hmmm...
no jokes, seriously!!!
it really HELPS alot!!!
and lies a lot of people... O.O



if u still dun believe it,
I can show u a simple example
done by me.. LOL!!

erm.. actually I'm not purposely go prove this,
just found out it automatically..
hahax!!

First Picture >>>>>>

in facts, I didnt put any chemical cosmetic,
just wore lenses and add on fake eyes lashes
and... it edi looks so much difference =.="

Next picture >>>>>>

nah!! I removed the fake eyes lashes..
okla... "zong tai dak ha.." LOL!!
but it actually looks different from my previous picture.. @@

Last Picture >>>>>>

hmmm...
GUYS!! be rdy...
it actually looks UGLY after removed everything...
just dun get a nightmare after this
hahahax!!!


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erm...
if u have to compare with my first picture..
seriously BIG difference!!!
I look so pale and tired in this picture..





Conclusion :
世上没有丑女人，只有懒女人
( there's no ugly women but lazy woman )
it actually depends on u whether u want to waste time to dress up urself of not
dat's why now I'm wearing lenses to college everyday
although it do takes time, but I'm willing it
=)

notes : hahax!!! I actually done this b4 & after went to PC fair... =P

"my ah GOR said my chubby face looks cute.. =.=" when people said u're cute, it seems like it's just people dun want say u ugly by giving u such a commitment.. >.<"

my sister convocation ~

she is my jie jie nah~

graduate at 5th August 2010 ~ Computer Science at Universiti Malaya

just back from my sister convocation,
a freaking tired day!!!
carried 2 begs under the HOT weather!!
still need chased my sister to snap pictures with her schoolmates
>.<"

penat-nya!!!

sweating the whole day
no water drink summore!!!
all my water had supplied to my sister...
=.="

no choice..
coz she was the main person on that day

next time when my turns,
must force her do back the same thing as wat I did to her!!!
wakaka!!!
XD

Pictures time ~


the Flowers~ (nice ma??)



While waiting in the hall, camwhore with my mummy ~ ^^




outside the hall ~



Me and my sister ~



yeee!!! the mashimaro cute ma?? I bought for my sister de ^^



me and the flowers~ =P




notes : Year 2012 will be my turns!!! anyway.. that's not so important, coz what my parents want from me is the advance diploma certificate.. >.<"