stress period...

advance diploma..

ACCA

I got to say...

it's MUCH MUCH MORE difficult compare to diploma

at least during diploma,

I only worry i couldn't get A's..

but now during advance diploma..

I'm worrying dat I might not able to PASS!!!

@@


lecture blur..

tutorials more worse!!!


week 8 is coming soon...

can anyone teach me how to do FR without referring answers??


or i should say..

even i look at the answer, also not able to understand..


T_T

notes : GG.......

醒!醒!醒!!!

醒啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

不要再胡思乱想了!!!!!!!!!!

记:　我到底在做莫？？？？？！！！！！！！　>.<"

还是没了。。。 T_T

刚拿到成绩。。

真的很失望！！

没想到我的PA竟然拿B-.. =.="

读到那么辛苦。。 却还是得过桔！！


75% 的 scholarship 就这样飞走了~~

T_____________T

一直以来的辛苦就这样没了。。

没想到我还是衰收尾。。。

伤心。。 ><

记：开始有点担心advance我是否能应付的来。。。　><

好久没来。。

感觉上我已经有好一阵子没写部落格了

或许是生活上已不那么精彩

又或许说，现在的我并没有被烦恼困扰

平平静静的生活，对我来说

就是最好的。

转眼间，

我就快要毕业了。。

开始感到担心。。

感觉上有点预言自己会毕不到业。。 ><

来到final sem 了，

竟然被一颗死烂科搞到我半死半活。。

ICDM...

之前 ma , maf 都不是什么问题。。

竟然这科会死得这么惨。。

唉。。

还以为audit 没事就雨过天晴。

怎知杀出一个程咬金！！

悲哀！！！


唉。。

后悔也来不及

只好请求上天

给我顺顺利利pass完全部科

最好是可以maintain distinction..

贪心是肯定有的

毕竟我努力了这么久

为了就是今天！！
千万不要被这科搞扎。。

>.<"

拜托。。。。。

记： 还有两天。。 要来的终于来了。。。
希望会是我盼望的成绩。。 不用3.8了， 给我3.75 我已经非常满足！！还有千万不要fail.. >.<"

不要当我傻的！！

只有我不可以随便跟别的男生单独出去

难道你就可以了吗???!!


她是同事,

我也可以说他是同事啊!!

都已经开始留言是非了!!

你都还不检点点??!!


你知道当他们在我面前偷笑,

你以为我真的没事啊??!!

我只是不要把事情搞大!!!


请尊重我!!!

记:已经被人捅了一刀，你竟然还在伤口上洒盐？？！！

还以为会你来找我。。

点知你却跟其他女生吃饭。。。

无言

如果有一天。。

如果有一天，

我不再催你的时候

就代表我已经绝望了

我已经说了很多很多次！！

为什么你总是把我这句话当作耳边风呢？？！！

难道你觉得我只是单单要你肥得好看点？？！！

你自己想清楚吧！！

记：我不希望这天的来领。。。是你希望这天的来领而已！！继续下去吧！！我说到做到！！！！

我已经够烦了！

最近给我的bro都气得我沸腾藤的！！

考试又来！！

assignment又不会做！！

生意又要顾这个顾那个！！

我已经很够烦了！！！

搞到我经常失眠都算了！！！

难得现在轻松一点了。。。

你又来跟我吵？？！！

算了，

你要这样想我我也没办法

全都是我的错！！

我对你的要求，你一定要办到！！

可你对我的要求，我不必去做也不必去理！！

你要这样想随便你

我也无能为力

我不想跟你吵

只盼望我们会走得更远

记：其他人怎样看我不理会，可连你也这样想我。。。我无话可说。

很多事情不一定要说出口，做出面才是证明一切；我想的，我做的，可你永远只觉得这是一件很普通的事。。。。。

生意难做

要赚钱真的一点都不容易，

还以为小生意应该不用花很多时间，

结果还的是看小了它。。

都已经随你们的心愿去降价了，

而且还送邮，送case..
真不懂为什么还是有些人硬要杀价

而且还说别人卖便宜过我 RM1-2..

=.="

你都会说是RM1-2啦！！
如果你自己出回邮费，case 自己买
我当然可以降价啦

到时候可能不止RM1-2 TIM...

如果他们真的是将便宜，

你都跟他们买啦，还在这里跟我谈生意？！

唉。。。

生意真的是难做，

现在的人又要快，品质又要好，还要很便宜那种才会去买

=.="

真的看小了小生意的竞争。。

唉。。。

加油吧！

>.<"

记：最近因为打理自己的生意，而忽略了你。。我也不想的。。 ><

有时候搞到连午饭晚饭也忘记吃。。 唉。。。

time crash

I just hope that

1 day will have more than 24 hours

so that I have time to do my study works...

have time to watch more dramas... =P

have more time for working...

and lastly,

have more time to be with U.

notes : when I'm Busy, U Free ; when I'm Free, U Busy....

I just hope that we have more time to shares... I'm not greedy, more time to SMS is pretty enough for me.....

HATE

I hate people acting smart!!!!

seriously...

NO NEXT TIME PLS

notes : if being smart fully I'm still okay with it... but pls don't 50%smart + 50%stupid !!!!!!

520 ♥ 1314 ^^

20th MAY

13:14

awwwwwwww~~~

SO SWEET~~~~~

at first I really dunno why will you send that message so suddenly

when I wanna check the time u sent out the message

only realize...

it's 5201314

which means "我爱你一生一世"

I love U forever & ever

^^

can't believe that I just tagged u in fb,

and u will take note on it

and I'm the 1 who forget... @@

hahax!!!

seriously,

the sweet and happiness that I've got

can never describe by words

will kept the message until u send me another 520, 13:14

^^

notes : the time frame is so damm accurate!!! exactly 20 May 13:14...

seriously sweet die me~~~~ =P

*52013142, sry for the late 1* >.<"

4.0 !!!!!!!!!

I just got my sem 6 results...

and I'm very satisfied of my results!!!

as what I have targeted...

I got straight A's!!!!

WEEEEEEE~~~~~~

nah...

I know there's plenty of people got 4.0 in this sem,

but still happy~~ ^^

at least I've done my best in live!!!

My first 4.0

will it happen again??

I will work my best in the last sem

=)

notes : year 3 students now.... hmmmm.... my honey moon going to end soon... T.T

FIGHTING FOR CGPA 3.8 NOW!!!!!

ADD OIL ADD OIL!!!!!!! ^^

long time since March...

Just realize..

I have not update my blog since March..

erm...

nth much special happen in my live now..

currently having sem break...

and it gonna end soon...

2moro start working in Giant Kelana Jaya...

selling razor...

=.="

dunno since when,

I started looking freelance job..

seriously dislike my permanent working environment now..

the people had changed

I hate being forced by others

seriously...

pls dun force me too frequently..

since I've been working at here for almost 3 years...

I'm tired....

and getting disappointed...

12th coming soon...

hope I can achieve my target results

=)

notes : it's damm annoyed for forcing me show my own privacy on the work!!!!!

Langkawi trip~~

Langkawi Trip with family~~~

10 am flight ^^ (24th March 2010)

Reach LANGKAWI~~

Black sand beach~~ ^^

Dancing ON MY OWN

=P

notes : nice trip with family!!! took too much photos... cant upload all.. ><

can view it in my fb ^^

Lastly :

" I <3 U "

^^

dun always said I dun love U & didnt miss u!!!! >.<"

Finals is coming...

6th sem finals start on 5th April...

HUH??!!

ya o???

so fast sem 6 finish edi ah???

><

haizzzz...

feel like,

I'm getting lazy and lazier...

last time I used to finished all the tutorials...

and attended all the lectures and tutorials..

BUT NOW??!!

I skipped lectures and tutorials..

TUTORIAL didnt touch at all!!!

just copy and copied....

><

dying soon...

and recently I got a bad news

the PTPTN free loan only applicable for 2010 graduates

and it's only for degree holder...

what the F*** !!!

only for year 2010??!!

sooo FREAKING UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!

I study so hard for what!!???

wasted....

aikzzz...

seriously no mood to study...

everyday online, watching dramas, playing games...

waiting die!!!!

>.<"

notes : need someone to force me up to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

白色情人节

收到的礼物~

^^

tata!!! Sticky Yummy 糖果哦！！

可以拿来当我考试时的精神粮食~

=P

还以为不会收到什么礼物

结果你还是买给我

><

都叫你不用买啦

还是乱花钱

唉。。。

白色情人节

这或许不是什么的特别日子

也不懂为什么会有“白色”的出现

可是依然的，

有些情侣依然会庆祝这日子

我反而觉得有点奇怪

我们事实上，还没正式成为情侣

可是仿佛还是会注重这些情侣才会注重的日子

@@

而且我们也做了许多情侣所做过的事

还真是有点自相矛盾

不过还是算了吧！！

一切随缘

只要我们是开心的

一切都已变得不重要了

对吗？？

嘻嘻！！

还是要谢谢你送的sweet sweet 糖果~

^^

我的新发型哦！！

很久没有剪刘海了

为了你，才大胆去剪的哦！！！

还好脸看起来不会太圆！！

>.<"

记：第一次被触摸与触摸的感觉。。。>_<""

Going Crazy

Song Ji Eun - Going Crazy

OMG!!!

I'm going Crazy of this song!!!

It's damm freaking nice!!!!

have a feel like Eminem Ft. Rihanna - Love the way u lie

but I prefer this MORE!!!

love her hair colour~~ woah!!!

keep repeat playing this song!!!

Fall in love with it~~

notes : member from SECRET, Love R&B!!!!

communication gap

I feel dat,

I really cant communicate well with your frens

does the gap really appear between us??

now even ur bro...

I just totally out of box!!!

what u 2 chat, I have really no idea!!!

seriously,

I really worried this kind of problems will getting worst

or maybe isn't we both have gap between us too??

I feel so embarrassing!!!

that I couldn't join U 2 at all!!!

notes : the 3rd tears had dropped.... I really afraid of it... it seems it signifies something...

幸福幸福哦！！

有时候一个人静静的

回想起一些让人回味的事

说真的

你对我还好过我对我自己

=.="

或许这种叫做幸福吧！！

所以，

我也该做些事吧！！

不然就真的对你很不公平咯！

不过，

请放心！！

我对你好不是因为想要回报你的

或许我应该尝试去爱你吧！！

时间！！

可以证明一切！！

^^

mission accomplished!!!!

Mission Accomplished!!!!

I'M SOOO FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!!

=)

FINALLY!!!!

I achieved first class CGPA

I'm free from PTPTN loan,

75% scholarship for adv dip school fees~~

yeah!!!!

happy happy!!!

^^

just have to maintain my results until the end of diploma

I think it should not be a problem

coz I have already achieved CGPA3.76~~ =P

must continue add oil in the following sem~~

notes : my 5th sem results : GPA3.9 , satisfactory!!!!!!! =)

掩饰

或许，

不是你不明白我在想什么

而是连我自己也不懂我要什么

从几时开始

我对一切感到很迷惑

不知所措

害怕拥有了就要尝失去的感觉

害怕被爱了就尝被离去的感觉

害怕复原了又要被割伤的感觉

或许我真的一点都不坚强

笑声仿佛就是拿来掩饰我脆弱的一面

我笑着看待一切

或许有点讽刺

可是。。。

除了笑着接受之外

就真的什么都做不了

以前的我曾经相信一切

可是现在的我

不再去相信或期盼一切

因为我不要失望

更不要绝望

失望的滋味很难受

绝望的滋味。。。

已经是言语也无法形容

记： 或许是因为我不期盼这一切的一切，也因如此。。我对这一切的一切也显得毫无感觉。。。

T.T

T.T

my blue roses is dying.....

Valentines 2011

12朵玫瑰代表 - 对你的爱与日俱增!

14th Feb 2011

the most memorable valentines ever

as usual,

he did his promised to me

^^

"holding the flowers waiting for u at college entrance there"

waiting for me about 25 minutes

feel apologize to him seriously

anyway,

at the end, he still did his promised

I was like...

OMG

those kind of feeling is hard to explain by wordings

seriously,

I feel so sweet~~~

(although flowers seems wasting $$ but still.. LIKE it =P)

next,

although we didn't go for those high class or romantic restaurant to have our dinner

but I still enjoyed the day

^^

thanks for your gift

I appreciated it deeply

and of coz,

I know u're not just only care about my feeling but also my parents

Feel so damm pai seh that I've give U NTH!!!

erm... give me some time to think about it

I should give U something special and unique that makes u unforgettable!!

=P

记: 平凡又浪漫的情人节~ KL的夜景真的很不错哦！！可是有点冷。。。 >.<"

happy day~~ ^^

9th February 2011

went ice skating at pyramid

after that

watching All Well Ends Well 2011

although I had spent alot on that day

but still

HAPPY~~

enjoy every single moment with U

^^

Shit ice-cream at T bowl~~ =P

And...

Finally I bought this!!!!!

I've been looking for it since I start dancing

Finally I found it!!!!

Love it very much~~~~

^^

notes : will never forget the night moment with u ^^

apologize...

* found this in locker after u left *

at first,

I taught u really angry me...

but,

end up u still care about me...

just because u worried me that I gonna hungry during work

u purposely go bought an apple donut and put it in my locker

* the apple donut *

seriously...

I feel so SWEET!!!

I smile after seeing this

feel that U care me more than me myself!!

in facts,

I really want apologize to U,

I know is my fault to have such feel

and the worst fault is...

I dunno U will mind about it

seriously...

first time saw guy talk to me till eyes full with tears...

I know...

u try to control urself

u dun want me to worried about u,

everything.. u just keep it deeply in ur heart

wateva u did will think about me first

but....

I didn't appreciate it

SORRY...

really... SORRY

I know,

sorry doesn't mean anything

what I can prove to u is...

I will try my best to appreciate U

seriously...

sorry Dear~

记：与其去爱一个不再爱我的人，我想我更加应该要去好好爱一个懂得珍惜我，疼我和爱我的人~ 谢谢你教会我爱需要两颗心~

坦白

没想到你会知道的

没想到你会感受到

或许，

我对你坦白

是因为我不想骗你

为了

只是要让我们的感情可以维持更久

对你来说

或许有少许的不公平

可是，

我只想告诉你

现在的我

眼前或心里

在乎的是你

过去的也只是我的回忆

我很清楚

“回忆”是不会再次回来的

所以你也应该放心~

坦白说，

跟你相处的日子

真的很舒服，也很幸福~

希望这些日子永远都不停止

直到永永远远。。。

记：现在的我真的很幸福， 很快乐~ 因为有你~ ^^

CNY~ new hair color~

Liese - Sweet Pink ^^

after exams~~

the first thing I did was dye my hair

^^

this time tried the new brand

Liese - sweet pink

since I had promote this product for 1 month...

is time for me the experienced it

erm..

overall still consider satisfying

it bring some brown + red effect

but the bad thing was

it cant cover my top black hair

><

so at the end,

I just changed my hair color to more reddish,

but it still can see 2 color contrast difference

and finally I know why people always complaint about Liese that,

it actually hardly to dye black hair

I think if u will like to get the best results,

u should bleach ur hair b4 dying this product,

or else...

I dun think u can get the results as shown in the catalogue.

due to my original hair color is bright blonde...

dat's why I can see the color effect after dying it...

In process.. *as u can see there is 2 color difference which is my black and blonde hair*

tata~~ got difference ma?? erm.. I dun think my cacat phone can show reddish effect

but in real world.. that's abit of reddish effect at outdoor.

notes : hope it wont be like what xiang ni said... will lak sek after 1 week.. @@

人不可貌相！！

唉呀。。。

人真的是不可貌相的！！

我发现身边一些并不起眼的人，

竟然做了一些让人惊叹的事！

真的是无法致信！！

@@

还真的是傻眼！！

记：太恐怖了~~~~ 我接受吾都咯~~~~~ @@

我不再怕

分手快一年了

虽然想起你心还是会揪

也许我该谢谢你离开我

让我找到真正的自由

我不再怕。。。quoted from LARA - 我不再怕

领悟到某些事

终于从那种“感觉”逃出来了

或许，

一切的一切已经不重要

因为有了这段回忆

让我学会了许多

也长大了许多

记：留下淡淡的疤痕当作纪念。。。

TVXQ is back!!! ^^

FINALLY!!!

they're back!!!

even though from 5 becomes 2..

but still,

THEY ARE FANTASTIC!!!!

*i even feel dat they're better than JYJ* =X

Keep Your Head Down

if this song is sang by tvxq and jyj together

for sure,

it will be much more perfect!

notes : how wish I could see 5 of them in the same stage again~ ><

my first .... is gone....

01.01.2011

happy new year to everyone

as usual,

countdown with my bro gang

and I did bring someone "special" along too...

the person had changed

situations had changed too..

when the fireworks is off,

heard "happy birthday" from other gang people...

it.. really refreshed back my memories

and now...

everything changed significantly

he is no longer beside me

he.. no longer need me

and this same goes to me

I'm clear with my mind now

as a fren,

the best thing I could do is

sent him a wishes through sms

i hope he did appreciate it

=)

however,

another case happened

I just got stunk of his action

seriously...

my mind is blank

suddenly feel dat,

I'm actually the innocent 1

in real life, my lines & acts

may just misunderstood people

in facts, I'm actually an innocent gal

I dunno anything about that

and this ends up..

IT misunderstood him

my mind now..

keep on replaying the scene

and it has ruined my mind

how should I focus for the coming finals??!!

I need a rest seriously...

but too bad,

I have not enough time

notes : although he did apologize after that, but.... I just... feel lost... when can I get back to it???!!! @@ I'm getting crazy and crazier!!!!!!!