my first .... is gone....

01.01.2011

happy new year to everyone

as usual,

countdown with my bro gang

and I did bring someone "special" along too...

the person had changed

situations had changed too..

when the fireworks is off,

heard "happy birthday" from other gang people...

it.. really refreshed back my memories

and now...

everything changed significantly

he is no longer beside me

he.. no longer need me

and this same goes to me

I'm clear with my mind now

as a fren,

the best thing I could do is

sent him a wishes through sms

i hope he did appreciate it

=)

however,

another case happened

I just got stunk of his action

seriously...

my mind is blank

suddenly feel dat,

I'm actually the innocent 1

in real life, my lines & acts

may just misunderstood people

in facts, I'm actually an innocent gal

I dunno anything about that

and this ends up..

IT misunderstood him

my mind now..

keep on replaying the scene

and it has ruined my mind

how should I focus for the coming finals??!!

I need a rest seriously...

but too bad,

I have not enough time

notes : although he did apologize after that, but.... I just... feel lost... when can I get back to it???!!! @@ I'm getting crazy and crazier!!!!!!!