追求浪漫是错的？

看日子看得重，有错吗？
女生追求浪漫，有错吗？


你只会说别人的女人那么的细心关怀，说我不如他人
我也会说别人的男人是那么的浪漫体贴，你为何不像他们？


我重来没有要你像别人的男友一样
买iphone, ipad, Gucci, LV, Prada 给女友


我只希望你可以好好利用你的iphone，
给我打个电话问候我，亲口告诉我那甜言蜜语，会很辛苦，很贵吗？？


我比的，也只不过是比以前和现在的你
至少以前的你还会在对的时刻，讯息我
至少以前的你开口说出的，就绝对会做到


既然你是那么的不耐烦，那就干脆什么都别做
我以后什么都不会管，不会记


做你想要的“冷血动物“
随你的体温上下流动。


你满意了吗？？

Freedom finally

Exam just ended

Back to freedom finally

Is 1.42 midnight now

Can't fall into sleep

Suffering now


I feel like whatever I did is useless

You forever won't appreciate what I've done on you


I am quite tired, don't you know?

I've been waiting for somehow

that you don't even realize

what I've done to you


I can really feel like

the more I gave you, the more you demand



I don't need a rich man that buy me branded goods

I just need a man that can understand me well

I just wan a man stay with me when I need him


is that too over??!!


I hide my feelings just to make everyone feels better

including myself

but it doesn't mean it I ignore it



I'm not happy

stranger

sometimes I really don't get the problem..
is that really important for guys??

or because of my promise??

I really have no idea what I should I do...
I really dunno what happened to me seriously...
Is TRUE...

maybe I 'm lack of confidence? or something had chg my mind at the first stage..
I know is been unfair to you, because you dun have any choice to choose.
you choose to accept who am I....


but now.. it seems like u started chg ur mind.....


somehow maybe One day...
U might choose to get rid of me...

because you cannot take it anymore....


You seems getting strange to me.. I really dunno what you thinking..
is been really scary...


note: what a "beautiful stranger".....

disappointed

sometimes I feel Friendship is even important than Love.
provided you are still single not married. for what I mean the Love here is means those people who still in relationship (couple) without forming a family yet (married).

Why?
because couple doesn't last long,
for sure couple will only have 2 ending, either you break up or get married.
so it doesn't accompany you to go through your life.
but Friends doesn't,
they accompany you during your school time, working, even until you get married, They are still your friends.
They always be there with you no matter what happen (I'm talking about True Friends here).

But, I feel disappoint on 1 of my fiend, 1 of my true friend.
He seems to changed alot, become more careless and forgetful on "something"
because he had found "others" which is more important to him

as a friend here, I really feel happy on him that he able to find the right one.
but seriously, I have no idea why his management skills has become that bad.
everything seen for him is like meaningless. all his mind is just full of his "others"

I should not blame him, because I believe 80% of the people in this world will also become like him.


just that, I still feel disappointed... How come he is one of the 80%??


I don't mind how his "others" feels, or i should say I Don't even Care!!


but when something comes effected our friendship, I care it...




after thinking somewhile, the one who choose to effect our friendship, was actually my True Friend....
he choose to forget our friendship..... I'm no longer in part of his important one...
or maybe.... from past till now, I'm just an ordinary one for him.


I'm just the stupid one who treat it as True.....

alone

Seriously I feel damm alone!!!

my holidays is 2 months!!! how come is worst than during my school time??!!

when I need you, Where are you???!!!

I sick, I suffer, I need you, and WHERE ARE YOU???


FINE!!!

I know you trying to do your best on your work. I understand.
I find my friends, parents or FACEBOOK or wateva... I dun wan disturb you.

but when the time for us finally come,

you tell me you wan to be a HERO to save others???!!!

oh GOSH!!! I seriously dunno how to react....

just because others is lazy, you sacrifice our time to help them!!??

I'm tired of waiting!!!!

Can't you just be selfish for once???????? please????


notes : even you buy me a sushi store also useless!!!! I dun wan sushi, I want you!!!!! Can't you just give me what I want????!!!!

bored time

Is been long while I've never update my blog. The reason is because I have nothing much special stuff to share on, or I can say, even if I shared, it seems nobody will care/read my blog. =( how sad is it...

Anyway, this post doesn't give any meaning, is just that I'm really BORED during my office hours, which is my internship period. Don't know it seems good or bad, I attend my intern during off peak period. My job scope is just sit inside the office and burn time (of course received $$). If that day was "lucky" enough, I might be allocated to photostat stuff, casting, cross-reference or even tear paper?! =.=" Btw, although it seems to be like not related to audit work, but at least I wont experienced OT until the late night.

Fortunately, I still have a chance to get allocation to audit in client's place. At there, I able to know what's happening in audit and what the auditors usually do. After finished the audit, only I understand what is "vouching" and "tracing" is, what is the purpose for all those invoices, purchase orders and delivery orders. I learned alot during this audit process, but the only cons here is I have to spent alot in lunch because there is no other choice beside following the seniors. Now I know, where the auditors usually spent at....

I just received my 2nd sem results too, it does not really surprise me since I did not aim A as compare to my Diploma time, what I want is just PASS. And Thank God, I've passed my FM!!!

But this results shown that I should revise my choice again on the optional P papers. At first I really love finance and hate audit!! but who knows, my FM was the lowest among all the subject and my audit even scored higher than my tax! I studied audit by my own revision and without paying attention during lecture time. It seems that, I should have follow my results not interest. Eventhough everyone will be saying, study and work on your interest area, but I totally disagree with it!! Ya, with your interest you might work and study happily, but does it comes with your future?? I believe some people's mouth always said they like this that this... but at the end I don't seem their result is as good as predicted. Thus, FACED REALITY!! 

If I'm borned in a good family background and good supporting, for sure I have no worries on family support and go whateva I like. Unfortunately, this statement forever won't appear in my dictionary. The best I can do is to work as hard as I can, so that my next generation will able to follow what the majority has said : "Work on your interest?" Hope so...

stress period...

advance diploma..

ACCA

I got to say...

it's MUCH MUCH MORE difficult compare to diploma

at least during diploma,

I only worry i couldn't get A's..

but now during advance diploma..

I'm worrying dat I might not able to PASS!!!

@@


lecture blur..

tutorials more worse!!!


week 8 is coming soon...

can anyone teach me how to do FR without referring answers??


or i should say..

even i look at the answer, also not able to understand..


T_T

notes : GG.......

醒!醒!醒!!!

醒啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

不要再胡思乱想了!!!!!!!!!!

记:　我到底在做莫？？？？？！！！！！！！　>.<"

还是没了。。。 T_T

刚拿到成绩。。

真的很失望！！

没想到我的PA竟然拿B-.. =.="

读到那么辛苦。。 却还是得过桔！！


75% 的 scholarship 就这样飞走了~~

T_____________T

一直以来的辛苦就这样没了。。

没想到我还是衰收尾。。。

伤心。。 ><

记：开始有点担心advance我是否能应付的来。。。　><

好久没来。。

感觉上我已经有好一阵子没写部落格了

或许是生活上已不那么精彩

又或许说，现在的我并没有被烦恼困扰

平平静静的生活，对我来说

就是最好的。

转眼间，

我就快要毕业了。。

开始感到担心。。

感觉上有点预言自己会毕不到业。。 ><

来到final sem 了，

竟然被一颗死烂科搞到我半死半活。。

ICDM...

之前 ma , maf 都不是什么问题。。

竟然这科会死得这么惨。。

唉。。

还以为audit 没事就雨过天晴。

怎知杀出一个程咬金！！

悲哀！！！


唉。。

后悔也来不及

只好请求上天

给我顺顺利利pass完全部科

最好是可以maintain distinction..

贪心是肯定有的

毕竟我努力了这么久

为了就是今天！！
千万不要被这科搞扎。。

>.<"

拜托。。。。。

记： 还有两天。。 要来的终于来了。。。
希望会是我盼望的成绩。。 不用3.8了， 给我3.75 我已经非常满足！！还有千万不要fail.. >.<"

不要当我傻的！！

只有我不可以随便跟别的男生单独出去

难道你就可以了吗???!!


她是同事,

我也可以说他是同事啊!!

都已经开始留言是非了!!

你都还不检点点??!!


你知道当他们在我面前偷笑,

你以为我真的没事啊??!!

我只是不要把事情搞大!!!


请尊重我!!!

记:已经被人捅了一刀，你竟然还在伤口上洒盐？？！！

还以为会你来找我。。

点知你却跟其他女生吃饭。。。

无言

如果有一天。。

如果有一天，

我不再催你的时候

就代表我已经绝望了

我已经说了很多很多次！！

为什么你总是把我这句话当作耳边风呢？？！！

难道你觉得我只是单单要你肥得好看点？？！！

你自己想清楚吧！！

记：我不希望这天的来领。。。是你希望这天的来领而已！！继续下去吧！！我说到做到！！！！

我已经够烦了！

最近给我的bro都气得我沸腾藤的！！

考试又来！！

assignment又不会做！！

生意又要顾这个顾那个！！

我已经很够烦了！！！

搞到我经常失眠都算了！！！

难得现在轻松一点了。。。

你又来跟我吵？？！！

算了，

你要这样想我我也没办法

全都是我的错！！

我对你的要求，你一定要办到！！

可你对我的要求，我不必去做也不必去理！！

你要这样想随便你

我也无能为力

我不想跟你吵

只盼望我们会走得更远

记：其他人怎样看我不理会，可连你也这样想我。。。我无话可说。

很多事情不一定要说出口，做出面才是证明一切；我想的，我做的，可你永远只觉得这是一件很普通的事。。。。。

生意难做

要赚钱真的一点都不容易，

还以为小生意应该不用花很多时间，

结果还的是看小了它。。

都已经随你们的心愿去降价了，

而且还送邮，送case..
真不懂为什么还是有些人硬要杀价

而且还说别人卖便宜过我 RM1-2..

=.="

你都会说是RM1-2啦！！
如果你自己出回邮费，case 自己买
我当然可以降价啦

到时候可能不止RM1-2 TIM...

如果他们真的是将便宜，

你都跟他们买啦，还在这里跟我谈生意？！

唉。。。

生意真的是难做，

现在的人又要快，品质又要好，还要很便宜那种才会去买

=.="

真的看小了小生意的竞争。。

唉。。。

加油吧！

>.<"

记：最近因为打理自己的生意，而忽略了你。。我也不想的。。 ><

有时候搞到连午饭晚饭也忘记吃。。 唉。。。

time crash

I just hope that

1 day will have more than 24 hours

so that I have time to do my study works...

have time to watch more dramas... =P

have more time for working...

and lastly,

have more time to be with U.

notes : when I'm Busy, U Free ; when I'm Free, U Busy....

I just hope that we have more time to shares... I'm not greedy, more time to SMS is pretty enough for me.....

HATE

I hate people acting smart!!!!

seriously...

NO NEXT TIME PLS

notes : if being smart fully I'm still okay with it... but pls don't 50%smart + 50%stupid !!!!!!

520 ♥ 1314 ^^

20th MAY

13:14

awwwwwwww~~~

SO SWEET~~~~~

at first I really dunno why will you send that message so suddenly

when I wanna check the time u sent out the message

only realize...

it's 5201314

which means "我爱你一生一世"

I love U forever & ever

^^

can't believe that I just tagged u in fb,

and u will take note on it

and I'm the 1 who forget... @@

hahax!!!

seriously,

the sweet and happiness that I've got

can never describe by words

will kept the message until u send me another 520, 13:14

^^

notes : the time frame is so damm accurate!!! exactly 20 May 13:14...

seriously sweet die me~~~~ =P

*52013142, sry for the late 1* >.<"

4.0 !!!!!!!!!

I just got my sem 6 results...

and I'm very satisfied of my results!!!

as what I have targeted...

I got straight A's!!!!

WEEEEEEE~~~~~~

nah...

I know there's plenty of people got 4.0 in this sem,

but still happy~~ ^^

at least I've done my best in live!!!

My first 4.0

will it happen again??

I will work my best in the last sem

=)

notes : year 3 students now.... hmmmm.... my honey moon going to end soon... T.T

FIGHTING FOR CGPA 3.8 NOW!!!!!

ADD OIL ADD OIL!!!!!!! ^^

long time since March...

Just realize..

I have not update my blog since March..

erm...

nth much special happen in my live now..

currently having sem break...

and it gonna end soon...

2moro start working in Giant Kelana Jaya...

selling razor...

=.="

dunno since when,

I started looking freelance job..

seriously dislike my permanent working environment now..

the people had changed

I hate being forced by others

seriously...

pls dun force me too frequently..

since I've been working at here for almost 3 years...

I'm tired....

and getting disappointed...

12th coming soon...

hope I can achieve my target results

=)

notes : it's damm annoyed for forcing me show my own privacy on the work!!!!!