Sunday, January 31, 2010

practice !!!



Tae Yang - Wedding Dress





Wonder Girls - Nobody




4 minute - Hot Issue



notes : from cool to cute, from cute to sexy~ AHHHHHHHHHHHHH no eyes see ah!!!! dunno how it will be... @@ as they said.. creativity..

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Mark

I should mark down now
from the previous post
I always use an indirect words to express my feelings
and the problem is...
You dun even understand what I really mean
is now for me to apologize to you

Let's use a direct way
yes.. I agree that sometimes I didn't really get your appreciation
take note of it
is SOMETIMES
but after some while
I will realize it
because I saw it and feel it
I know you treat me good also
try to change yourself
your attitude, your style
and you will always take note what I have really talked to you
If I said Don't, you will never did that of course
and you will always did your promise to me
I know
you won't be like other guys
only know how to make girls happy but is temporary ONLY
you wouldn't know how to make a girl happy
but it's real compare to those temporary happiness
because everything is truth from your heart
the decision you have make
will not be Temporary
and it will be Permanent and Forever
unless anything seriously happen that you can't control it

you always mentioned
"I did a lot"
in facts,
You did a lot too
what I have did is everyone saw it
but what you have did is just you yourself saw it
thus
is unfair for you....


yup...
I know this
now what's is going be difference is
you no longer do it and see it alone
because I really see it and feel it
is true

what you have did
I know and I will appreciate it




notes : cupid is trying to play us for 2 semester.. but I believe that, sem 3 is going to be a new life for us... ^^

dance tutorial from ECX Joey

wow!!
fantastic experience!!!
I have not been attend such a good dance tutorial b4
SERIOUS!!!
is better than the TARC contemporary dance club (FOR SURE)

pro pro pro!!!
love ECX!!!

and..
finally I realize..
my dance skills sucks!!!!
I can't even catch up a simple steps from him
maybe ya..
I'm able to catch the beat
but not the FEEL
I dun have the attitude...
@@

new school hip hop
hmmmmm
my first experience learning that..
for the past I have did
only major in new jazz + hip hop
today
I learned from him
different view from that..
it seriously need the FEEL and ATTITUDE to be able dance for new school hip hop
the steps r actually kinda simple..
just the beat!!!
u need to catch the beat very well
or else..
everything will just run off and it will be very UGLY!!!

thx JOEY !!!
thx for sharing ur 3 hours with us
although u r busy around..
@@
sry
^^


notes : Encore 2nd audition : wedding dress+nobody+hot issue... @@ hope it goes smoothly....

Monday, January 25, 2010

傻瓜

难道她说得确实是真的?

我总是帮别人分担爱情苦恼
可自己却还是陷入爱情困境
为什么呢?
在人前我总是滔滔不绝
那个滔滔不绝和潇洒的我
去了那里?

第一次
总是会特别的在意
特别的投入
之前的我
总是说:

“ 哈哈哈!!我会吗??
太可笑了吧!!”

可是现在
我无法不认同
这的确是事实
在我无法控制的情况下
自己糊里糊涂的做了很多很多傻事

傻到连我自己回想时
也不尽的摇头起来

傻到连我自己回想时
眼泪也不尽的掉下来

有时候我觉得
就算自己再傻也是值得的
因为我相信
总有一天他会看到
总有一天他会感动到

盼望这一天的来临
盼望着盼望着



咦?
好像盼望到喔。。。
看到那篇文章时
真的很感动很感动
那种感动是言语也无法表达的
所以我只能说
无言





可能我是个很难理解的人吧
那我就很坦白的告诉你








只要能够在你身边多一秒
只要你能陪我多一秒
我已经是很满足的



记:说真话, 我其实也是在破产的情况中。。。。

IDIOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY U FOREVER WONT APPRECIATE IT??????????!!!!!!!!!!!

TIME TIME TIME
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


I FEEL THAT I'M THE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS STUPID
THE DUMBEST EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


DO SO MUCH FOR WHAT???!!!!!
NOTHING I GET


U'RE CORRECT
U'RE SELFISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I SHOULD LEARN THAT FROM U
I MUST BE SELFISH ALSO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



DAMM REGRET NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER DUPER REGRET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






notes : once time have pass, it never look back.... NEVER EVER, since u dun wan it, FINE!!!!!!!!!!! I won't force u........................ sry sry........... sry is useless............ I hate the words of SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and... u never ever know what i want............. this is the worst.................................................

Saturday, January 23, 2010

The FEEL is BACK!!!

1 more test to go...
next,
I can ENJOY my holiday!!!

ei.. wait wait...
can't really say is enjoy
coz I going to work during this holiday
and back to Top MAN again
Thank God is Top MAN
hahax!!
I prefer to serve the GENTLEMAN'S more than the LADIES
XD


sem 3 gonna start soon
yeh!!!
is time for me
Back to the Stage
Encore is coming soon on sem 3
hope everything goes smoothly
and..
The FEEL is BACK!!!!
WOW!!!
Suddenly have a feel to shake my ass off~
opps!!
sry to admit that
No Dance No Life
^^


notes : will I get any "surprise" on CNY??

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Wedding Dress



one of my favourite song

Tae Yang (Big Bang) - Wedding Dress

at first,
I didn't take notice on this song
but after watching that mv
WOW!!!
It's so touched and nice!!
the dance choreography is fantastic!!!
the lyrics is so touching!!!



* here is the eng translation lyrics *
enjoy~ ^^

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you're struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave him.

Once the music ends, you'll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn't come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
I despited you so much
So much, to the point I sometimes would wish a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
Now I am talking to myself, it must be an old habbit
Every night I would look at myself
And wonder how it turned out like this
I would close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave him.

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I've been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.



notes : I believe that Cupid will help us... I'm tired of being waiting.... but is worth for being waiting... most important is WE happy~ ^^

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

security warning problems again!!!

I have no idea how I got these



"The connection is untrusted"


You have asked Firefox to connect securely to login.live.com, but we can't confirm that your connection is secure. Normally, when you try to connect securely, sites will present trusted identification to prove that you are going to the right place. However, this site's identity can't be verified.

What Should I do?? If you usually connect to this site without problems, this error could mean that someone is trying to impersonate the site, and you shouldn't continue.


sweat.....
how come these problems again??
I have no idea since when I press or click on any buttons in the web
who can help me solve this problems??

and I can't even sign in my MSN account...
haizzzz
temporary using ebuddy to chat



notes : arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh >.<"

Saturday, January 16, 2010

真爱?!

一个被舍弃,被背叛的人
她的痛苦
是无人能知

在电话里听到她的哭声
我不知该如何安慰她
也不知该如何帮她
她很心疼。
其实身为朋友的我
看见她的遭遇
更是为她而感到心疼

一个这样不负责的男人
一个这样自私自利的男人
一个只顾现实而不看未来的男人
一个不长大和幼稚的男人
一个不专一的男人
一个只会责怪他人的男人
一个每天只顾着泡妞和上网的男人

值得你去吗??
值得你去为他牺牲吗??
值得你去为他伤心难过吗??


醒醒吧!!!!
他不会回来的!!!
你要证明给他看
没有他你会活得更好!!!
你要他后悔没有选择你
不是你去后悔没有回复他!!









说得容易
做就很难
要忘记一个人
一个你很爱的人
真的真的真的
很难!!!




加油吧!!
Cheryl
my ex colleagues



记:为什么女生总是受到伤害?男生们,珍惜眼前人吧!!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

我累了

过去的我
总是弄巧犯错
导致我的心留下很多疤痕

我害怕
再次失去的滋味
我害怕
再次承受失望
我害怕
再次失去他
我害怕
很多。。很多。。


" 1 still waiting "
what I'm waiting actually??
其实连我自己都不懂该如何回答


我希望会是美好的,快乐的。
我更希望会是永久的,坚固的。


尽全力去栽种
不让凋谢或枯萎

不会去想是否会“离开”的一天
因为我会很用心的去让快乐的“成长”
就算是伤害或是牺牲自我
也在所不惜
因为我愿意。。

如果万一真的是遇到什么不测
被逼消灭
我也会很勇敢的去面对
我将要承受的“离别”之痛


一切只在于“愿意”“勇敢”













尽管如此
这也是我一人的想法
一人去撑持






我累了。。。
真的累了。。。。







记:我其实也只不过是个平凡女生。渴望和岑求的其实也很简单。我都可以勇敢和坚强去迎接未来的挑战。。。我希望你也可以。

Monday, January 11, 2010

守护者

请当我的守护者 把我抱著
陪我再静静找回爱原来的颜色


你是我的守护者 珍惜著我
让心像原野安稳的为了你收割
我们是守护者 让爱复活
这一刻 天空又亮了

神木与瞳 - 守护者

一首很好听的歌



感觉上我好像是一位守护者
我。。。
其实并不想当个守护者
我宁愿找个愿意守护我的人


时间一旦过了就过了
它不会回头看你一眼
与其在这儿胡思乱想
倒不如让它顺其自然


珍惜。。。。。。。
我会吗?
开始觉得有点可笑


记:读书~读书~读书~

Thursday, January 7, 2010

HyunA - Change




HyunA Ft. Jun Hyung - Change

one of the member of 4minute
after watching this..
She is really HOT & SEXY!!
a sick dancer and yet great singer too

and,
she is only 17 years old
lolx.. even younger than me
but she did such a sexual moves

O.O
WOW
speechless on her performance.


Saturday, January 2, 2010

My best friend


Best friend forever

My dear and Baby~

miss our memories....

Crazy lifez




Back to crazy lifez. Its has been a long time for me being that crazy. Miss my ex secondary schoolmates a lot, having a syok conversation with them. No afraid between us, its natural and fun!! wow!!! I wish I could surrounded by these "idiots". XD

Countdown year 2010, a special night with my ex secondary schoolmates and collegemates. Enjoyed spraying on each other, being a snow man or snow white. The song "Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling" seriously fit that night. I love party!! I love the beat!! I love being crazy and Syok!! Yeh~~ Release myself for that moment...

New year new life, is time for me to grown up. I have been emotional and stupid in the past, didnt really care people feels, having a selfish minded. Is time for me to get out of these!! I should share my happy with others, 开心就好! I won't expect much on others.. I know once it past, it's already past..

All the bad and sad will be over, hope everything will turns to good and happy in the year of 2010. Gambateh!! ^^



Picturez time~


countdown gang



Ex PL and APL (kianz)



collegemates



Umi and me


Karaoke in Sg wang


cheese~~



SS picture part 1



SS picture part 2 (Umi so tall.. scare scare.. >.<)



Welcome~ (dunno welcome who.. =.=")



yeh!~!~!



Umi and me again


notes : first time wearing that kind of styles.. but the feels still remain there.. I afraid of peoples.. using that kind of sight looking at me....

Friday, January 1, 2010

year 2010

Happy New Year, guys!!

preparation for year 2010,

very tired



notes : happy birthday and a happy new year, ^^