shut.up

SO SHUT UP!!! SHUT UP!!!!!

quoted from

MISS A

Exams week...

finals is coming
is time to force myself to study!!!

MOTIVATION!!!


where to get motivation??
erm...


If I will to study hard now,
I will definitely saves alot $$ in the coming future


mission :
I want to clear my PTPTN!!!



again & again
I'm not aiming full marks
just give me an A is pretty enough
LOL!!!


seems so greedy

=)

my messy table
doing pass year ques

can u guys see which subject I did??

hahax!!

notes : I want to meet JJ in 3rd September!!!! YEE~~~ can't wait to end finals~!~! =P

There's nothing left to say

蔡依林 - 无言以对


gonna recommend chinese song this time
LOL

always focus on kpop
should back to the basis
hahax!!


loves this song
especially the lyrics part
wait for the MV release
it will be in my K songs list definitely~
=)

窗外天亮了房里还是有点黑 
一整夜阖着双眼失眠有点累 
转过身我拥抱着双人床孤单的棉被 
清晨这一刻谁陪你喝咖啡 
爱情璀璨后粉碎 像流星滑过后下坠 
你说我们是同类 你缺少的我无法给 
你把爱作废 借口多刺耳迂回 
There's nothing left to say 
你沉默流泪 是不是无言以对 
There's nothing left to say 
就算心碎 就算崩溃 
就算难过那么深邃 
别给我安慰 那只是美丽的虚伪 
There's nothing left to say 

To say Hey yeah 
There's nothing left to say 
To say Hey yeah 
There's nothing left to say
 
谈错对 比是非 究竟还是无路可退 
说不恨你那是自己口是心非 
无所谓 无所谓 回忆却像只贴身鬼魅 
无处躲多狼狈



notes : 你沉默。我无言。因为我们都是同类。。。

幸福~

感觉上

我身边的朋友对我都很好

突然有种幸福的感觉

在我最烦恼，最低落的时候

仿佛就只有你在我身边

只有你知道我是真的开心还是伤心

而我又整天在众人面前骂你

可是你却从来都未曾向我发过脾气

还傻傻给我骂

哈哈！！

或许，在你面前

才会显出真正的我吧！

虽然我认识你的日子并不多

可是又不知为何

你却是可以令我放下一切尽情的笑

有你在的时候，我也特别开心

你的幽默，你的无聊，你的胡闹

真的是令我开怀大笑

感觉上，每天的我都很期待跟你一起奋斗的日子

你，真的很疼我

我那里不舒服，那里不开心

你都会逗我，关心我

真的很开心可以遇见你

最近才和你扯上“关系“

哈哈！！

虽然对你了解并不深

可是在学院的生活，感觉上跟你最聊得来

在学业上也帮了我不少忙

真的很抱歉

每次都向你借东西

功课，文具，就连毛巾也不放过

嘻嘻！！我真的很坏哦！！

你真的是我无所不谈的好朋友

在学院里，我看。。只有跟你我会癫的好high

因为我们都有相同的喜好

最重要是，我们都是哈韩一族！！

而你又能癫

每次都给你弄得好high

>.<"

不过，没关系

因为我也蛮喜欢这样的感觉

哈哈！！至少high得开心啊！！

（知道你看不明白，可惜~ =P)

最近才发现原来你跟我是那么的投契

以前一起跳舞的时候，就已有少许的感觉

现在才知道

原来我们的性格和喜好都是99%相似的！

哈哈！！

我相信，以后的日子

我们一定会变成很要好的朋友

=)

记：朋友真的是世上最珍贵的礼物，只有朋友会与你分享喜悦与悲伤。即使现在的我并没有爱情的滋润，可是我觉得现在的我才是最幸福的！

recent results...

Just got all my cw results in sem 4
in facts,
I'm actually very satisfied of my current results IF
without MAF!!!!!
>.<"

stupid MAF!!!
make my GPA 4.0 dreams broke!!!
urghhhh!!!


other subjects seriously no comment
I should really rush up my MAF so that I'm able to get 86marks
it seems like a miracle if I'm able to score that

hopes the miracle falls on me... >.<"



and...
just back from the accounting night meeting


regret of choosing PR
regret of didn't notice on AV


I never believes that my name now is in Program team
@@

although Jenny still gave a chance to me to consider again
but it seems like..
I have no choice to be that


I just don't want bring any trouble to u guys
since we're in a team
we should fight for it
it doesn't matter what position u in
at least...
better than nothing right??

notes : I just can't control my tears.. it drops automatically...
If I say nth... it's 100% a LIES!!!
seriously.... I'm very disappointed.......
of what the results going to be......

Outing ~

5 August 2010 - wednesday

I skipped ES lecture ~
just to meet my sweetheart(yan shan), dear(kar mun) & baby(caely)
in tappers Jaya One

is been a long time we met together
shan is going India soon~
we will miss U!~!~!

enjoy your curry rice there~ LOL!!!
=)

Pictures time ~



Caely, Karmun, Yanshan and Me~


the dancing gang~ (I miss our dancing life!~!~!)





Camwhore ~


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It's been scary looking at the following pictures.. @@ Shan just bought a new Canon camera, with the features, we looks like an alien!? LOL!!!



My eyes so big... @@



Karmun still okay....



hahax!!! shan looks like an alien~



notes : going to have another outing with them after my finals, YEEE~~~ shopping after exams!~!~! and... I seriously miss our dancing life VERY MUCH!!!!!

对不起

如果世上有忘情水
那该有多好？
忘记他的好
忘记他的坏

如果这世上有时光机
那该有多好？
回到以前
不让那造就痛苦的开始发生

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幻想的当儿，也该面对残酷的现实
人要面对现实
接受现实


“我接受吾都咯”

“接受吾都都要接受”


每天的我
都在强逼着自己
去接受现实

我。。 很努力
也尝试过



可是，
我做不到



因为
每天的我都在重服着同样的事物
在重服的当儿
就会让我想起当时的情景


当时那每一句话
那每一行的字幕

都忍一一在目


我不能想他人那么萧洒
痛痛快快喝一杯就能当什么事也没发生过

或许我能享受那一时的痛快
不过
也是那一霎那的时间
之后
还是得面对这一一发生在我身上的现实




在此，
我真的很对不起他
不是他的错
而是我。。。。。


不想让同样的事再发生多一次
一次就够了


我其实并不是你想象中那么强
我只是很会骗人而已。。


对不起

记：本以为一切已结束，结果还是“回来”了。。。。

Huricane Venus ~

BoA - Huricane Venus


finally she is back!!!

my favourite female kpop singer

her energetic dance skills and powerful vocal

is always the best!!!


that's the reason why

She remains as a TOP of the kpop list


=)

notes : have a new song to dance, Euwing ~ hahax!! =P

no jokes!! seriously!!!

found out something... LOL!!

I realized that,
wearing contact lens seriously looks different!!
and.. without putting mascara
just add on with fake eyes lashes
its give a BIG DIFFERENCE!!!

@@

dat's why in those taiwan show,
those gals have big difference between the original looks & after make up
just imagine...
putting on lenses, eyes lashes, eyeliner, eye shadow and..
u can even create a nice double eye lip with the help of glue..
@@

seriously speechless
of course!! with the assumption of :

"U're good in control on those cosmetics"


erm... is not a bad stuff actually,
in facts it helps most of the gals who actually saving their cost without doing surgery,
but they able to look difference and gorgeous after putting on make up

" even those ah gua with flat chest, they able to create curves after putting on layers of nubras.. "
=.="


hmmm...
no jokes, seriously!!!
it really HELPS alot!!!
and lies a lot of people... O.O



if u still dun believe it,
I can show u a simple example
done by me.. LOL!!

erm.. actually I'm not purposely go prove this,
just found out it automatically..
hahax!!

First Picture >>>>>>

in facts, I didnt put any chemical cosmetic,
just wore lenses and add on fake eyes lashes
and... it edi looks so much difference =.="

Next picture >>>>>>

nah!! I removed the fake eyes lashes..
okla... "zong tai dak ha.." LOL!!
but it actually looks different from my previous picture.. @@

Last Picture >>>>>>

hmmm...
GUYS!! be rdy...
it actually looks UGLY after removed everything...
just dun get a nightmare after this
hahahax!!!


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erm...
if u have to compare with my first picture..
seriously BIG difference!!!
I look so pale and tired in this picture..





Conclusion :
世上没有丑女人，只有懒女人
( there's no ugly women but lazy woman )
it actually depends on u whether u want to waste time to dress up urself of not
dat's why now I'm wearing lenses to college everyday
although it do takes time, but I'm willing it
=)

notes : hahax!!! I actually done this b4 & after went to PC fair... =P

"my ah GOR said my chubby face looks cute.. =.=" when people said u're cute, it seems like it's just people dun want say u ugly by giving u such a commitment.. >.<"

my sister convocation ~

she is my jie jie nah~

graduate at 5th August 2010 ~ Computer Science at Universiti Malaya

just back from my sister convocation,
a freaking tired day!!!
carried 2 begs under the HOT weather!!
still need chased my sister to snap pictures with her schoolmates
>.<"

penat-nya!!!

sweating the whole day
no water drink summore!!!
all my water had supplied to my sister...
=.="

no choice..
coz she was the main person on that day

next time when my turns,
must force her do back the same thing as wat I did to her!!!
wakaka!!!
XD

Pictures time ~


the Flowers~ (nice ma??)



While waiting in the hall, camwhore with my mummy ~ ^^




outside the hall ~



Me and my sister ~



yeee!!! the mashimaro cute ma?? I bought for my sister de ^^



me and the flowers~ =P




notes : Year 2012 will be my turns!!! anyway.. that's not so important, coz what my parents want from me is the advance diploma certificate.. >.<"

Paint Ball ~

Just finished Paint Ball section with my colleagemates~
first experience ever
erm...
It's actually not dat worth to play that...
at first I tot it was 20 minutes for 2 matches
so total up 100 bullets for RM30

BUT however!!!
it only turns up 5 minutes for BOTH matches!!!
and I dun think I able to finished up 50 bullets
so... it's actually
RM30 for 5 minutes game!!!
=.="

erm... abit.... TOO FAST??!!
the first match we didn't really enjoy it...
coz.. our VS team was actually a PRO on paint ball
they have their strategy by how to attack us...
and so how...
our team can be consider as ZERO experience
wat we did was just simply shoot...
hahax!!!

erm... or I can say..
the whole game is only kin meng and sheng kai did their job
coz..
me, sinwei and euwing...
in a very short time
b4 finish up the bullets...
we already DEAD!!!!
@@

so wat we did in the 2nd match...
dont care wat's happening in front
just simply SHOOT!!!!
and... kin meng was keep on running here and there
the enemies is just so stupid,
keep on aimed sheng kai
but actually sheng kai just hide behind the balloon...
see the bullets flying around everywhere
and this time...
kin meng take this opportunity...
shoot their backside!!!
erm... and it's not only 1 shoot...
it was 2 to 3 shoot at the same time...

"Ouchhhhhhh!!!!"
pity the enemies...
for sure they will got alot "Oh Cheng" after that...

and... we WON at the 2nd match!!!
non of us die at the match!!!
hahax!!!

the most funniest thing was...
me and sinwei aimed wrongly...
we tot kin meng was the other team..
so.... we both shoot him!!!


HOWEVER!!!!


he didnt get 1 single bullet shoot from us...

=.="


isn't our aiming skills is abit TOO BAD??


LOL!!!


by the way,
I do enjoyed the war...
and it will be a good memories between us =)

Pictures time ~


CONDOM ~ (everyone remembered our team name.. =.=")



the GUYS ~



the GIRLS~ (although I know we're actually kinda useless... )



Accounting Society representative!!! (guys!! pls click this picture!! euwing shirt just kena some nice paint.. XD)



Me and Sin Wei



feel like crawling out the gate !!!! XD



me and Sheng Kai ( feel like I'm just WEIRD?! )



LMAO!!!! me and Brother ~ (if let PY saw this.. definitely she will kills me!! @@)



Eu Wing and me (we always Syok Sendiri.. and he always want me do sexy pose... =.=" sry, it's really hard to be SEXY under the hot sun with thick shirt....)


notes : no next time for me... it's really damm expensive wei!!! btw, I didnt really regret joined this event... at least I know how it works and how it hurts!!! @@

lunch in cafeteria ~

As usual

while others went to TBR have their lunch,
me, Honey(Chooi Lin) & Lynn
just because we're afraid of sunshine,
just because we're afraid of hot weather,
just because we're lazy to walk there...
we choose to stay at college have our lunch~
=)

Today is going be something special!~!~!
we're not going to eat the RM1.90 mixed rice
we're not going to eat the pan mee/har mee or watever...
we choose "cafeteria" ~

It was our first time since we enter the college last year
hahax!!
the foods there is nice and high class
customer service is definitely Good!!!
is good for tarcians to actually consider their lunch in cafeteria
=)


the set lunch cost us RM15, no tax charge
it includes main course, appertizer, soup and drinks
it is consider as reasonable price
at least, the quality of the food is definitely there
^^

Pictures time ~


here is the decorations of every table



can see the music sign? they're actually having the music theme



even the menu also looks like the music sheet



the Appetizer !~!~! ( something wasabi sushi.. )



the tomatoes Soup !~!~! ( this is NICE!!! )



the Main Course !~!~! ( indian spiced chicken.. )



serves with the Fresh Orange Juice and also bread !~!~!



Last but not least, Camwhore !~!~! =)


notes : had the most Expensive lunch in Tar College... LOL!!!!

我知道。。。

或许全世界的人都看不到

可是我们都知道
我们都感觉到


它依然存在着。。。


尽管时间不断冲洗着它，

它依旧还在


或许我们都是个很出色的演员

所以才会让人有所错觉


“它。。已经不存在了”



我终于明白当初的道理
我做得到并不代表我放得下
只是为了要让未来的路走的更好

记：时间可以淡化一切，可不能摧毁一切。。。