Wednesday, April 28, 2010

~ rebonding

just did rebonding for my hair

at first
I told the stylish

"I only want to cut for 2 to 3 inches"

at the end....

It seems like 5 to 6 inches...

@@

and now my hair is damm thin and full of layering
haizzzzz
actually got abit of LALA feel
no choice have to accept it
and wait my hair to grow long AGAIN !!!


And it actually cost me RM220
consider kinda cheap for me
coz I actually done it in PJ
and it include cut and treatment


since it become so thin and layer
so my blonde hair has become black hair again
thinking of a new colour to dye
any suggestion?

^^


now let's see my new hair style ~ ~

TATA!!!!




looks nice???




notes : first day of work.... leg pain.... @@

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang





Lee Hyori - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang



What I can say
a quality music video
at first this song wasn't 1 of my fav's playlist
but after watching this
WOW
I change my mind

and now I was actually everyday went to youtube just to search this video
so after watching for N times
only I realize
the front part was shown that 13.4.2010
LOL


I love her moves, her attitude
although it seems copying Lady Gaga
but I still love her!!!
support Hyori!!!



notes : this is what called "SEXY & HOT"!!!! really impress me...
and I 'm actually too free keep on recommending songs in my blog... lol.. no choice, because I love listen to music~ ^^

Saturday, April 24, 2010

猜不透

最近喜欢上一首歌


丁当 - 猜不透


喜欢的并不是歌词里的内容
而是旋律
之前在电台听到这首歌时
已经被这首歌给吸引住
而我也寻找这首歌的“歌名”很久

终于
在很巧合的情况下
听到朋友从手机里播出这首歌

值得推荐


猜不透


虽然蛮旧了
可是还是很好听




记: 或许在这整首歌词里,我最喜欢的。。应该就是最后那三句。

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追求
越是在乎的人 越是猜不透

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

exams finished

I just finished my finals today
and I already found out that
I lost 12 marks in my OHR paper..
sad

actually I got studied but just dunno why
I did wrong
or I can say
I dun even think dat "it" was the answer
haizzz
dunno wat happen on me

one A just gone like dat
T.T


after the exam,
went to secret recipe
next jusco for sushi
later on trying perfume and clothes
wat we did just "wan gat"
LOL
the stuffs sure scold us after we went out from the shop


reached home around 8.30pm
and the "feels" is back

feels like to shout




LET ME OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








exhausted







notes : thanks to Chooi Lin, Umi, Lynn, Sin Wei, Kin Meng, Kok Leong, Shing Kai, Ee Chern and Alvin for the 3 cute doraemon again~ ^^

Sunday, April 18, 2010

O.M.G

oh my GOD!!!!

WTH is that??!!!

ishhhhhhhhhhhh




speechlessssssssssss



notes : nothing become got thing edi... zzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Friday, April 16, 2010

" Mr.W, 这是我的心情 "

Mr. W, 这是我的心情

是我一位朋友的朋友写的
(可以算是我朋友)

从里面的内容
可以看得出她的心情

从里面的内容
让我想起自己的过去

说真的,
第一次看时,
眼泪也情不自禁的掉下
或许她所写的
跟我其实也很像似




自从分开那天,我每天都在想你
数着的号码增加,
突然发现我真的好笨, 我发现就算我再怎么数
号码只会不停增加, 它不会停下。。。

我的要求一点也不过分
我不顾一切见你, 只因为我想见你
但你呢?
容易得到的东西真得那么不值得珍惜吗?
好好去爱一个人那么难吗?

我放弃了。。。
因为我不想哭着睡觉
梦醒了才发现那是场梦。。



记:很感谢她。

谢谢你~Mei Juan.^^

Thursday, April 15, 2010

my present ~




the best present ever!!!!


thanks


^^



notes : I LOVE IT A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sushi King



All the Sushi plates...

LOL





Dont u believe...
It was eaten by this 2 gals??



nah!!! there's another guy hiding somewhere just to hold the camera
XD

we actually ate 23 plates total


seriously damm FULL
@@





I love green tea !!!!

^^


notes : having the last day promotion for Sushi King. RM2 per plate, it's damm cheap!! waiting for the next chance again~ hehex!!!

Mua Birthday part 2~



~ My baby ~


just got the pictures from my baby~
she is actually using DSLR
thus,
I believe the quality of picz will be much more better

^^



tata~ the big "nai cha" ~



Dont u think we can finish it?? nah!! impossible!!



Me and my baby & dear



My "heng dai" ~ =X



My other "heng dai" ~ (hehex!! sifu and bro here also)



my baby & dear (leng lui leh~~ XD)



me and dear ^^



me and baby ^^



erm.... my baby and dear is fighting on the streets... (because of me? XD)




after Wong Kok, we continue to Island Cafe~ ^^

just for???








drinking Kampai and Carlsberg



Believe in me... I actually drank 1 bottle in 1 short...

and I actually got abit dizzy after that "syok"... @@



here are the other emo shoot... and I actually quite like it but just dunno why.. my baby edited it as "dangerous". Lolx!! Am I dangerous?? Guess so... XD





notes : I'm actually walking in the park alone during midnight with 5 GUYS.............. WOW!!!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Mua Birthday



Me and the cake

thx to my Ex secondary schoolmates again & again!!!


Kin Meng
Dao Shen
Fong Foo

Wai Yew

Kian Min

Wen Qiang

Zhi Yang

Caely

Kar Mun


Love You Guys !~!~!

^^



>>>>> Coming soon with pictures~~~



aikzzzz.... kesian me...
>.<"


notes : enjoyed my last 4 hours birthday~ ^^ and..... I realize something...... majority my friends was GUYS....... O.O erm.... not bad actually, so many "body guard" surrounded me... hehex!!!

Monday, April 12, 2010

生日'快乐'

13th April 2010

现在是凌晨12:57,一个人做在空荡的房间里,眼前对着一部电脑,翻阅着朋友们给我的祝福。今天是我19岁的生日。现在的我能听的就是打字时所发出的“滴滴答答”声音,停了后。。剩下的,也就是宁静的夜。。。

很感激同学们所给我的惊喜,一块芒果布丁蛋糕,上面还加了半块草莓。那感觉是甜甜的,温暖的。。。他们也非常疼我,买的蛋糕也只是给我一人享用。我也只能在他们面前,拿着小汤池,一口接一口的把那块蛋糕吃完。。。。另外还外加一支冰淇淋。真的很贴心。。。


虽说是甜的,可是吃进我口里是酸的。。所谓的酸并不是蛋糕坏了而是。。。我本来心已经酸了。。。



这几天,我回想起很多记忆。。。 发现现实中的我,往往在追求着某一些事时,我。。。是永远都达不到。是我无能为力?要求过高?还是其他因素?或许,上天真的很喜欢跟我开玩笑。而这玩笑一次又一次得在我心上割下疤痕。。。。或许,我很好玩吧!



舞所不再,No Dance No Life, 这也算是我个人签名。14岁,是我第一次踏上舞台。在舞台上,那种荣誉跟快感真的难以形容。从校内到校外,名气也开始随着时间跟着提升。舞台上的那个人,的确是我。可台下的观众看到的,却永远都不会是我。我的努力一直都是奉送与他人,一直都没受到什么肯定。我并不怪他/他们,怪的也只是自己。或许我只是光顾跳舞而忽略了人情世故。。。或许人缘真的很重要。。。。



感情:一直以来,在我生命中不可缺少的一定是友情。在我友人的名单里,说得上是真正的朋友应该也不会多过5个。小学的时候,我曾经有一位能谈心事的朋友。无论喜怒哀乐我们都是互相分享着。哪个班的男生帅?哪个老师最恐怖?哪个家的uncle/aunty最38?一切无聊天真的八卦事都无所不谈。。。。真的是我一个很好的朋友。可是。。。随着时间分离,现在的我们就连见面的机会也是2/3年一次。那种熟系也渐渐被陌生覆没。。。
中学时期,我也遇到了另一个。。。这个她在我心上画上屡次的伤痕。有时候心里也曾问过自己:她。。。为什么会出卖我?我相信的一切,都给她一次次的出卖给打碎。。。难道我就是那么好玩吗??
也许就这样,我不知从何开始,在我心建立一栋栋的墙。这些墙让我渐渐演变成一个自私的人。或许自私真的是唯一能保护自己的方法。


也许我的自私对很多真正关心我的人来说,是很不公平的。在此要说声抱歉。



来到爱情:爱情。。。这两个字从来就不会在我的字典里出现。即使中学时是有暗恋过,甚至于明恋。。这也是我所谓的喜欢与好感。我从来都不会告诉他“我爱他”/“I love you”,我说的也只是“我喜欢你”/“I like you”。也许我并不懂得爱,并不觉得爱情是一回事。直到我遇见了。。。
从开始暗恋到明恋,一直到热恋。。我仿佛都是觉得自己只是“喜欢”而已。甚至自己有曾经想过,我对他的追求,只是满足我当时的成就感。或许被他拒绝了一次,心里并不是什么好滋味。因此,在我挽回他的心的当儿,我做了无数次的傻事。直到我们终于“开始”了。
3个星期后,我们也结束了。刚开始其实真的没什么感觉,该挽回的我也去做。。直到我知道什么是“结束”的时候,我才知道,我连自己也看错了。分手后的日子,我每做一件事,每走过一条街,他的身影总会在我脑海徘徊着。那种痛,是我第一次尝试,真的很难受。。。或许,这是上天惩罚我。。。惩罚我让我爱上一个不再爱我的人。



吃蛋糕时为什么那么伤心?不好吃吗?
蛋糕在生日时拍上用场是因为:它是一种分享。而我又是从何时开始,从分享的当儿,变成一个人独享。。。。。。


你怎么会是一个人呢?家人还有朋友呢?至少他不会出卖你吧!
家人永远会有种说不出的难言。而他。。我只能说,我已经害怕那种看着背影离去的感觉。。。。


傻婆,我哪有那么容易离开你啊
或许我害怕的越多,你越是容易离开我。也许,我从一开始就不应该告诉你, 我其实是伤心的。。。。


忘记他啦!世上还有很多好男人
其实这根本就不关好不好的问题。如果你是爱他的,即使他有多坏,你依然会爱着他;如果你是不爱他的,即使他对你有多好,你依然不会被感动到。 我只能说:我终于明白要忘记一个人是有多困难!


你要相信我们这班朋友!!
或许我是相信的。。。可是,这也是我current assets,总有一天,要走的自然会走。要留也不容得你去留。或许我选者“分享”少点,只为了要到走得时候,道别也来得“容易”点。


演这样多,伤身体啊!
我没有的选者, 事实告诉我,只有演才能让我留住那一点点的安慰。


那你想怎样??
我真的不懂。。。或许我并不喜欢孤单与独处。我真的很希望能找到一个能真正“安慰”我的人,即使看到我哭,也不会被我的泪水给吓走,即使看到我怒,也不是一句说我不懂事而一走了之。



日有所思,也有所梦。梦里的世界往往都是我所盼望的,一个不孤单的我。



醒来了,孤单依然还在。 现在还加了外在的痛苦。眼泪情不自禁的流下。。。很想找个人安慰,可是真得找不到。。。。



或许,不是我找不到,是我害怕那种绝望的感觉, 我真的不想, 一个接一个我相信的人,离开我的身边。。。。一个接一个,把我任到街上。。。。




我真的很害怕。。。。。。。。。。。很无助。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。



记:


是时候 祝我生日“快乐”。。。。

Thursday, April 8, 2010

friendship



my Baby, Dear and me ^^


in facts,
I would like to holds on our friendship
but can you please
mind your words
ya,
I agree that I'm being emo this few weeks
sorry if I shouted at you
or even accidentally scolded at you
really sorry
actually...
I don't have the view to raise up my volume when saying something to you
just that.........
nah!! I dunno what to say.... *speechless*

since I being stuck in relationship problems...
and dun forget
U also...
maybe the way u treat ur relationship is different from me/others
so please
dun use ur theory spread on me

"take it easy man!!!!"

ya,
I'm jealous!!!
I'm jealous as in....
U are the person that really can "take it easy"




btw,
just dun think I'm that kind of person that...
will crash my "friendship" and "love" together
I angry is due to the situation not my own personal feelings.......



notes :
"不是你不知道你自己在想什么,而是有可能是你不肯去面对你在想着的东西" from yenni
或许,我不肯面对的原因,是因为我不相信这一切一切。。。我不相信。。。我竟然看错了自己

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

kinda weird

7th April 2010

right after the TI class
we actually plan for gym
but at the end
due to some "emergency" incident
we chg our plan to sport complex to watch 阿牛
not bad.. he is kinda funny
^^

after that
went to MCD celebrates my bro early birthday
eat, chat, gave and take picz
as usual,
back home by taking LRT

so reach home around 4pm
after shower and dry hair,
I started take a "long" nap at 4.30pm


the things comes...
I got a very weird dream
but the most curious thing I got was...
I can actually remember what I had dreamed

normally,
people can't really remember what's the incident happened in dreams right?
but how come
I can actually remember 99% of it
even the conversation, the place, the people
is totally fresh in my mind now

the dream is actually about...
something which will not happen in real
or I can say
something which will not happen on me



maybe...
it shows the "real" view of my thinking




notes : WTH am I thinking?? tears drop automatically............................................

Monday, April 5, 2010

motivation

I need motivation!!
in order to handle my finals next week
erm...
not even started 1 page of my notes yet

12th, 15th and 20th
thank god is not on 13th/14th


Finally
the God has given me "something" that I wanted

nah
all the best to all tarcians for the coming finals
^^
+u+u



notes : birthday coming lur~~~~~ but, it seems like "meaningless" for me....... nth's gonna be fulfill.........

Saturday, April 3, 2010

karaoke~

I found a website that is pretty good
can downloads free ktv

yeh!!
karaoke time in my house
^^


notes : sings alone all day long.....

Thursday, April 1, 2010

如果你是女孩

S.H.E - 如果你是女孩

你趁我讨论未来

努力看着屏幕发呆很忙碌在转台
你趁我感冒鼻塞
责怪昨天我的裙摆怎么高过膝盖

不能忍受我说偶像帅太 奇怪
却喜欢我做作装可爱太无奈想不开
不认真听我的对白
不懂我每个月心情就会固定变坏

不然你来当一天女孩

亲身经历 了解我为什么开怀
每滴泪的来龙去脉
爱我所爱懂我的悲哀
公平地谈一场平衡的恋爱
如果你是女孩 my my my my girl

来看我选的频道
陪我聊天让我依 靠爱我的姊妹淘
来模拟我的人生
重复我的呼吸心跳明白我的需要

如果我是你我会注意
每个女孩都是艺术品都该捧在手心
如果我是你我一定加倍细心
不会 吝啬每一天都说我爱你


记:蛮喜欢这首歌的歌词。。。 “说到做到!我一定可以的!加油!^^”