不能说的秘密

我只能说

这是不能说的秘密


我想我已忘了
我是从哪一刻开始
比别人来得坚强
比别人来得孤僻
我向来独来独往
喜欢安静的生活
习惯单身的生活

再此
我要说声。。。


对不起


愚蠢的我从来不懂得怎样当个好情人
不懂得要怎样分享我的喜怒哀乐
我只想你快乐
每当看到你开心大笑时的模样
笑到见牙不见眼的模样
心里也会随着你的笑容“笑”了起来

我不喜欢你忧愁的模样
我不喜欢你假装开心的模样
我知道
你也是个喜欢埋藏心事的人
之前的你
总是“隐藏”很多事
当时身为旁人的我
既是很想走前一步关心你
既是很想走前一步问候你
也从不会这样做
因为我没有那种勇气
我害怕很多，很多。。。


可能，我是一个习惯“顾虑”的人吧！


所以，
你不需因为整天发呆的我而感到担忧
一切习惯就好
又或者
当我们走到一定的阶段时
你或许会察觉我的心思
或许会治疗我这病人

一切就交由时间的安排
我相信
你会很快找到答案

记：做情人就会有一定的代价。。。我还真想过，单身的日子也不定会比有情人的日子来的孤单。。。

幸福的锁扣

还真的蛮有丘比特的feel
^^






当我第一眼看到这只青蛙时
脑里就立刻浮出你的样子
你那傻笑的样子

每当你笑得很开心时
那时的模样就像它
只见牙不见眼
哈哈 ~♡
看了就好笑



真的是傻佬 ♡


^^




我发现
那只丘比特的箭
还蛮“适用”的哦~

要是你敢对不起我的话
不听我的话
我就。。。。

插！！！！！！！！



XD

可以当诅咒玩偶来玩
嘻嘻！！



所以乜。。。
千万不要背叛我哦！！
嘻嘻！！

看下看下。。。


这两只青蛙还真的蛮“傻”的噢！
嘻嘻！！

记：愿我们俩的感情能像这锁扣一样，紧紧地锁住幸福。永远不改变~ ♡

Know myself

just found out a quiz in fb
"know yourself"
after finish the quiz
and I got an accurate results about myself
wow!!
this is fantastic!!!

Dear Blue Sk, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Nothing will stop you from trying
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Independence is important to you


notes : OMG..... O.O

Lao po Birthday o~

Sue Hui, Zhiao Vin, Puei San and me ^^

13th feb - Sue Hui birthday (da lao po)
20th feb - Puei San birthday (2nd lao po)

^^

We went sunway pyramid for shopping and lunch
just to celebrate ps birthday and sue belated birthday
"sry for not giving u present"
><
thus, I should replace it by treating u 2 for lunch
hahax!!
luckily is not only sponsor by me
zhiao vin do sharing the bill (6th lao po)
hope u 2 dun mind it o~

btw,
it seems like only me myself enjoying shopping period
XD
finally got some $$ to spend edi
hehex!!

Pictures time~

Vin, Me and Sue



Me and Vin



Yeh!~!~! ^^



Me and Sue



me and my lao po (take 1)



Me and my lao po (take 2)




my 18th birthday present~
lolxxx... finally received it.. its been kept by sue hui since last year ago..XD thx anyway~ I like it!!! ^^


Pink Hat ^^






notes : bought a skinny jeans!!!! and... I bought something for US nah~ =X

TS TM 1utama~

TOP MAN ^^

Finally got all the pictures from my colleagues. During this short 2 weeks, I knew a lot of new friends in TS and TM. ( most of them are leng zhai & leng lui XD ) I know it took me quite a lot of hard work during the working period but it also gained me some new relationship~ ^^ Although all the pigs have gone, but!!! there's still some of the lazy worm... just speechless on them.



Pictures time~


Me and Tick Tick



Me and Will (leng zhai rite?? XD)



Aisya and Me (Hot rite??)



My head look so big.... ><



Kian Min, Tick Tick and Me (best fren in TM ^^)




Group Pictures~












notes : tired memories... But I did update my fashion sense~ hehex!! ^^

Dou Dou & Jan Jan

sooooo cute~ ^^


it seems like a lovely couple right??

LMAO
u never know
they both is actually male dog
hahax!!

Enjoyed my bai nian section with my frens.. although we only went Dao house.. hahax!! btw, we did having a gambling section in Dao house.. AND, I did won RM50++ actually!!! BUT after short 3 rounds later.. AHHHH!!! I lose all my RM50++... aikzzzz... nvm, just treat it as a game for me. ^^

Dun worry.. we not gambling with Mahjong.. hehex!!





should take a look on Dao, he is holding 2 九桐 to cover his eyes.. LOL

After bai nian section at Dao house, me, wen qiang, dao and kinz went 太子 for dinner. The cheese bake rice is delicious~ ^^ And the 3 guys is trying to "play" me with their laughing look by msn-ing with "someone" =.=" speechless on them......

Next, night section~ hahax!! I brought 5 guys back to my house till midnight 12am.. what we have did?? lolxx.. they only came my house for karaoke section nah! (dun think too much.. gege) It was funny when me and wen qiang singing 为你而活 by 神木与瞳. LMAO!! I forgot to take pictures on kinz expression. He was actually laugh till "mopping" the floor with his body. hahax!! I think u guys could imagine how "nice" is my voice nah~ XD




notes : finally enjoying my holidays... ^^

CNY vs Valentine's

14th February
this date reminds us of valentine's day
but this year - 2010
have crush with chinese new year

I believe most of the couples
can't celebrate valentine's with his/her lover
because
they will need spend off their time with relatives, parents...

yup
I agree parents is much more important compare to lover
haha
this sound so fake, right??

btw,
this year 2010
it has gave me a most valuable "ang pao"
what I will do to It is

I will appreciate and protect It
never ever let it goes off

^^

notes : My first experience ~ have to say bye to Single.....

米修~米修~

米修~米修~



其实真的是米修的

可是。。。
感觉不同了
也不知为何
总会有错想


缺乏信心？
我想不会吧 。。。
缺乏实在感？
应该也不是吧。。。


缺乏真实感？？














还不够真实吗？？

记：真真假假，傻傻分不清楚。委屈的时候，没有你陪着我心痛。。。只能叹气一声。。。。。。。。。。。一声？？

New Dress~

Red colour dress
looks nice??

^^

Just try something new

hehex!!

notes : 什么“非女生”？？！！ 我也可以很“女人味”的，OKAY?? Lolxxxxxxxx..... joke nia~ XD

Good Luck Geoffrey~

Bye Geoffrey ~

and

GooD LuCk

^^

notes : all the best for ur studies in Australia ~

Doraemon~

Just found something CUTE !!!

in SPEEDY




Doraemon ~

XD


And I realize that...
A lot of shopping mall using cat to replace tiger for the CNY celebration




LOL

Dunno why they will relate tiger to CAT??!!

New year new life and I have dyed a new hair colour~ btw, it's actually one of my old box of colouring.. >.<" Just wanna save some $$ for my sem 3 life and I have bankrupt even though I'm working... aikzzzzzzz.........I just lack of $$$$$ !!!!!!!!

* sry due to my cacat phone.. can't really see the real effect *

and.. it's actually bright auburn... but I don't think it's really that "bright" la.. just normal copper blonde... btw, I like my hair colour this time ~ ^^


notes : 6 more days to go...................... ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz faster finish laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

fall sick.. >.<"

sick again!!
>.<"
dunno why everytime I working sure fall sick 1..
haizzzz
not even till 1 week already took mc jor

the virus came so suddenly
yesterday still okay 1..
but till midnight
stay in toilet for half an hour...
then every hour go toilet..
just to vomit!!!
and is vomit water summore!!!
haizzzz
suffering the whole night

the next day,
when i woke up
fever virus come find me again.
can't even walk properly.
@@
haizzzzz
suffering the whole day

hope it will recover soon
because
I still need to attend Geoffrey farewell later
hope I be able to attend it later...

notes : wuwu..... sry Adrian - my manager