追求浪漫是错的？

看日子看得重，有错吗？
女生追求浪漫，有错吗？


你只会说别人的女人那么的细心关怀，说我不如他人
我也会说别人的男人是那么的浪漫体贴，你为何不像他们？


我重来没有要你像别人的男友一样
买iphone, ipad, Gucci, LV, Prada 给女友


我只希望你可以好好利用你的iphone，
给我打个电话问候我，亲口告诉我那甜言蜜语，会很辛苦，很贵吗？？


我比的，也只不过是比以前和现在的你
至少以前的你还会在对的时刻，讯息我
至少以前的你开口说出的，就绝对会做到


既然你是那么的不耐烦，那就干脆什么都别做
我以后什么都不会管，不会记


做你想要的“冷血动物“
随你的体温上下流动。


你满意了吗？？

Freedom finally

Exam just ended

Back to freedom finally

Is 1.42 midnight now

Can't fall into sleep

Suffering now


I feel like whatever I did is useless

You forever won't appreciate what I've done on you


I am quite tired, don't you know?

I've been waiting for somehow

that you don't even realize

what I've done to you


I can really feel like

the more I gave you, the more you demand



I don't need a rich man that buy me branded goods

I just need a man that can understand me well

I just wan a man stay with me when I need him


is that too over??!!


I hide my feelings just to make everyone feels better

including myself

but it doesn't mean it I ignore it



I'm not happy

stranger

sometimes I really don't get the problem..
is that really important for guys??

or because of my promise??

I really have no idea what I should I do...
I really dunno what happened to me seriously...
Is TRUE...

maybe I 'm lack of confidence? or something had chg my mind at the first stage..
I know is been unfair to you, because you dun have any choice to choose.
you choose to accept who am I....


but now.. it seems like u started chg ur mind.....


somehow maybe One day...
U might choose to get rid of me...

because you cannot take it anymore....


You seems getting strange to me.. I really dunno what you thinking..
is been really scary...


note: what a "beautiful stranger".....

disappointed

sometimes I feel Friendship is even important than Love.
provided you are still single not married. for what I mean the Love here is means those people who still in relationship (couple) without forming a family yet (married).

Why?
because couple doesn't last long,
for sure couple will only have 2 ending, either you break up or get married.
so it doesn't accompany you to go through your life.
but Friends doesn't,
they accompany you during your school time, working, even until you get married, They are still your friends.
They always be there with you no matter what happen (I'm talking about True Friends here).

But, I feel disappoint on 1 of my fiend, 1 of my true friend.
He seems to changed alot, become more careless and forgetful on "something"
because he had found "others" which is more important to him

as a friend here, I really feel happy on him that he able to find the right one.
but seriously, I have no idea why his management skills has become that bad.
everything seen for him is like meaningless. all his mind is just full of his "others"

I should not blame him, because I believe 80% of the people in this world will also become like him.


just that, I still feel disappointed... How come he is one of the 80%??


I don't mind how his "others" feels, or i should say I Don't even Care!!


but when something comes effected our friendship, I care it...




after thinking somewhile, the one who choose to effect our friendship, was actually my True Friend....
he choose to forget our friendship..... I'm no longer in part of his important one...
or maybe.... from past till now, I'm just an ordinary one for him.


I'm just the stupid one who treat it as True.....

alone

Seriously I feel damm alone!!!

my holidays is 2 months!!! how come is worst than during my school time??!!

when I need you, Where are you???!!!

I sick, I suffer, I need you, and WHERE ARE YOU???


FINE!!!

I know you trying to do your best on your work. I understand.
I find my friends, parents or FACEBOOK or wateva... I dun wan disturb you.

but when the time for us finally come,

you tell me you wan to be a HERO to save others???!!!

oh GOSH!!! I seriously dunno how to react....

just because others is lazy, you sacrifice our time to help them!!??

I'm tired of waiting!!!!

Can't you just be selfish for once???????? please????


notes : even you buy me a sushi store also useless!!!! I dun wan sushi, I want you!!!!! Can't you just give me what I want????!!!!

bored time

Is been long while I've never update my blog. The reason is because I have nothing much special stuff to share on, or I can say, even if I shared, it seems nobody will care/read my blog. =( how sad is it...

Anyway, this post doesn't give any meaning, is just that I'm really BORED during my office hours, which is my internship period. Don't know it seems good or bad, I attend my intern during off peak period. My job scope is just sit inside the office and burn time (of course received $$). If that day was "lucky" enough, I might be allocated to photostat stuff, casting, cross-reference or even tear paper?! =.=" Btw, although it seems to be like not related to audit work, but at least I wont experienced OT until the late night.

Fortunately, I still have a chance to get allocation to audit in client's place. At there, I able to know what's happening in audit and what the auditors usually do. After finished the audit, only I understand what is "vouching" and "tracing" is, what is the purpose for all those invoices, purchase orders and delivery orders. I learned alot during this audit process, but the only cons here is I have to spent alot in lunch because there is no other choice beside following the seniors. Now I know, where the auditors usually spent at....

I just received my 2nd sem results too, it does not really surprise me since I did not aim A as compare to my Diploma time, what I want is just PASS. And Thank God, I've passed my FM!!!

But this results shown that I should revise my choice again on the optional P papers. At first I really love finance and hate audit!! but who knows, my FM was the lowest among all the subject and my audit even scored higher than my tax! I studied audit by my own revision and without paying attention during lecture time. It seems that, I should have follow my results not interest. Eventhough everyone will be saying, study and work on your interest area, but I totally disagree with it!! Ya, with your interest you might work and study happily, but does it comes with your future?? I believe some people's mouth always said they like this that this... but at the end I don't seem their result is as good as predicted. Thus, FACED REALITY!! 

If I'm borned in a good family background and good supporting, for sure I have no worries on family support and go whateva I like. Unfortunately, this statement forever won't appear in my dictionary. The best I can do is to work as hard as I can, so that my next generation will able to follow what the majority has said : "Work on your interest?" Hope so...