apologize...

* found this in locker after u left *

at first,

I taught u really angry me...

but,

end up u still care about me...

just because u worried me that I gonna hungry during work

u purposely go bought an apple donut and put it in my locker

* the apple donut *

seriously...

I feel so SWEET!!!

I smile after seeing this

feel that U care me more than me myself!!

in facts,

I really want apologize to U,

I know is my fault to have such feel

and the worst fault is...

I dunno U will mind about it

seriously...

first time saw guy talk to me till eyes full with tears...

I know...

u try to control urself

u dun want me to worried about u,

everything.. u just keep it deeply in ur heart

wateva u did will think about me first

but....

I didn't appreciate it

SORRY...

really... SORRY

I know,

sorry doesn't mean anything

what I can prove to u is...

I will try my best to appreciate U

seriously...

sorry Dear~

记：与其去爱一个不再爱我的人，我想我更加应该要去好好爱一个懂得珍惜我，疼我和爱我的人~ 谢谢你教会我爱需要两颗心~

坦白

没想到你会知道的

没想到你会感受到

或许，

我对你坦白

是因为我不想骗你

为了

只是要让我们的感情可以维持更久

对你来说

或许有少许的不公平

可是，

我只想告诉你

现在的我

眼前或心里

在乎的是你

过去的也只是我的回忆

我很清楚

“回忆”是不会再次回来的

所以你也应该放心~

坦白说，

跟你相处的日子

真的很舒服，也很幸福~

希望这些日子永远都不停止

直到永永远远。。。

记：现在的我真的很幸福， 很快乐~ 因为有你~ ^^

CNY~ new hair color~

Liese - Sweet Pink ^^

after exams~~

the first thing I did was dye my hair

^^

this time tried the new brand

Liese - sweet pink

since I had promote this product for 1 month...

is time for me the experienced it

erm..

overall still consider satisfying

it bring some brown + red effect

but the bad thing was

it cant cover my top black hair

><

so at the end,

I just changed my hair color to more reddish,

but it still can see 2 color contrast difference

and finally I know why people always complaint about Liese that,

it actually hardly to dye black hair

I think if u will like to get the best results,

u should bleach ur hair b4 dying this product,

or else...

I dun think u can get the results as shown in the catalogue.

due to my original hair color is bright blonde...

dat's why I can see the color effect after dying it...

In process.. *as u can see there is 2 color difference which is my black and blonde hair*

tata~~ got difference ma?? erm.. I dun think my cacat phone can show reddish effect

but in real world.. that's abit of reddish effect at outdoor.

notes : hope it wont be like what xiang ni said... will lak sek after 1 week.. @@

人不可貌相！！

唉呀。。。

人真的是不可貌相的！！

我发现身边一些并不起眼的人，

竟然做了一些让人惊叹的事！

真的是无法致信！！

@@

还真的是傻眼！！

记：太恐怖了~~~~ 我接受吾都咯~~~~~ @@

我不再怕

分手快一年了

虽然想起你心还是会揪

也许我该谢谢你离开我

让我找到真正的自由

我不再怕。。。quoted from LARA - 我不再怕

领悟到某些事

终于从那种“感觉”逃出来了

或许，

一切的一切已经不重要

因为有了这段回忆

让我学会了许多

也长大了许多

记：留下淡淡的疤痕当作纪念。。。

TVXQ is back!!! ^^

FINALLY!!!

they're back!!!

even though from 5 becomes 2..

but still,

THEY ARE FANTASTIC!!!!

*i even feel dat they're better than JYJ* =X

Keep Your Head Down

if this song is sang by tvxq and jyj together

for sure,

it will be much more perfect!

notes : how wish I could see 5 of them in the same stage again~ ><

my first .... is gone....

01.01.2011

happy new year to everyone

as usual,

countdown with my bro gang

and I did bring someone "special" along too...

the person had changed

situations had changed too..

when the fireworks is off,

heard "happy birthday" from other gang people...

it.. really refreshed back my memories

and now...

everything changed significantly

he is no longer beside me

he.. no longer need me

and this same goes to me

I'm clear with my mind now

as a fren,

the best thing I could do is

sent him a wishes through sms

i hope he did appreciate it

=)

however,

another case happened

I just got stunk of his action

seriously...

my mind is blank

suddenly feel dat,

I'm actually the innocent 1

in real life, my lines & acts

may just misunderstood people

in facts, I'm actually an innocent gal

I dunno anything about that

and this ends up..

IT misunderstood him

my mind now..

keep on replaying the scene

and it has ruined my mind

how should I focus for the coming finals??!!

I need a rest seriously...

but too bad,

I have not enough time

notes : although he did apologize after that, but.... I just... feel lost... when can I get back to it???!!! @@ I'm getting crazy and crazier!!!!!!!