mission accomplished!!!!

Mission Accomplished!!!!

I'M SOOO FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!!

=)

FINALLY!!!!

I achieved first class CGPA

I'm free from PTPTN loan,

75% scholarship for adv dip school fees~~

yeah!!!!

happy happy!!!

^^

just have to maintain my results until the end of diploma

I think it should not be a problem

coz I have already achieved CGPA3.76~~ =P

must continue add oil in the following sem~~

notes : my 5th sem results : GPA3.9 , satisfactory!!!!!!! =)

掩饰

或许，

不是你不明白我在想什么

而是连我自己也不懂我要什么

从几时开始

我对一切感到很迷惑

不知所措

害怕拥有了就要尝失去的感觉

害怕被爱了就尝被离去的感觉

害怕复原了又要被割伤的感觉

或许我真的一点都不坚强

笑声仿佛就是拿来掩饰我脆弱的一面

我笑着看待一切

或许有点讽刺

可是。。。

除了笑着接受之外

就真的什么都做不了

以前的我曾经相信一切

可是现在的我

不再去相信或期盼一切

因为我不要失望

更不要绝望

失望的滋味很难受

绝望的滋味。。。

已经是言语也无法形容

记： 或许是因为我不期盼这一切的一切，也因如此。。我对这一切的一切也显得毫无感觉。。。

T.T

T.T

my blue roses is dying.....

Valentines 2011

12朵玫瑰代表 - 对你的爱与日俱增!

14th Feb 2011

the most memorable valentines ever

as usual,

he did his promised to me

^^

"holding the flowers waiting for u at college entrance there"

waiting for me about 25 minutes

feel apologize to him seriously

anyway,

at the end, he still did his promised

I was like...

OMG

those kind of feeling is hard to explain by wordings

seriously,

I feel so sweet~~~

(although flowers seems wasting $$ but still.. LIKE it =P)

next,

although we didn't go for those high class or romantic restaurant to have our dinner

but I still enjoyed the day

^^

thanks for your gift

I appreciated it deeply

and of coz,

I know u're not just only care about my feeling but also my parents

Feel so damm pai seh that I've give U NTH!!!

erm... give me some time to think about it

I should give U something special and unique that makes u unforgettable!!

=P

记: 平凡又浪漫的情人节~ KL的夜景真的很不错哦！！可是有点冷。。。 >.<"

happy day~~ ^^

9th February 2011

went ice skating at pyramid

after that

watching All Well Ends Well 2011

although I had spent alot on that day

but still

HAPPY~~

enjoy every single moment with U

^^

Shit ice-cream at T bowl~~ =P

And...

Finally I bought this!!!!!

I've been looking for it since I start dancing

Finally I found it!!!!

Love it very much~~~~

^^

notes : will never forget the night moment with u ^^

apologize...

* found this in locker after u left *

at first,

I taught u really angry me...

but,

end up u still care about me...

just because u worried me that I gonna hungry during work

u purposely go bought an apple donut and put it in my locker

* the apple donut *

seriously...

I feel so SWEET!!!

I smile after seeing this

feel that U care me more than me myself!!

in facts,

I really want apologize to U,

I know is my fault to have such feel

and the worst fault is...

I dunno U will mind about it

seriously...

first time saw guy talk to me till eyes full with tears...

I know...

u try to control urself

u dun want me to worried about u,

everything.. u just keep it deeply in ur heart

wateva u did will think about me first

but....

I didn't appreciate it

SORRY...

really... SORRY

I know,

sorry doesn't mean anything

what I can prove to u is...

I will try my best to appreciate U

seriously...

sorry Dear~

记：与其去爱一个不再爱我的人，我想我更加应该要去好好爱一个懂得珍惜我，疼我和爱我的人~ 谢谢你教会我爱需要两颗心~

坦白

没想到你会知道的

没想到你会感受到

或许，

我对你坦白

是因为我不想骗你

为了

只是要让我们的感情可以维持更久

对你来说

或许有少许的不公平

可是，

我只想告诉你

现在的我

眼前或心里

在乎的是你

过去的也只是我的回忆

我很清楚

“回忆”是不会再次回来的

所以你也应该放心~

坦白说，

跟你相处的日子

真的很舒服，也很幸福~

希望这些日子永远都不停止

直到永永远远。。。

记：现在的我真的很幸福， 很快乐~ 因为有你~ ^^