对不起

如果世上有忘情水
那该有多好？
忘记他的好
忘记他的坏

如果这世上有时光机
那该有多好？
回到以前
不让那造就痛苦的开始发生

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幻想的当儿，也该面对残酷的现实
人要面对现实
接受现实


“我接受吾都咯”

“接受吾都都要接受”


每天的我
都在强逼着自己
去接受现实

我。。 很努力
也尝试过



可是，
我做不到



因为
每天的我都在重服着同样的事物
在重服的当儿
就会让我想起当时的情景


当时那每一句话
那每一行的字幕

都忍一一在目


我不能想他人那么萧洒
痛痛快快喝一杯就能当什么事也没发生过

或许我能享受那一时的痛快
不过
也是那一霎那的时间
之后
还是得面对这一一发生在我身上的现实




在此，
我真的很对不起他
不是他的错
而是我。。。。。


不想让同样的事再发生多一次
一次就够了


我其实并不是你想象中那么强
我只是很会骗人而已。。


对不起

记：本以为一切已结束，结果还是“回来”了。。。。

Huricane Venus ~

BoA - Huricane Venus


finally she is back!!!

my favourite female kpop singer

her energetic dance skills and powerful vocal

is always the best!!!


that's the reason why

She remains as a TOP of the kpop list


=)

notes : have a new song to dance, Euwing ~ hahax!! =P

no jokes!! seriously!!!

found out something... LOL!!

I realized that,
wearing contact lens seriously looks different!!
and.. without putting mascara
just add on with fake eyes lashes
its give a BIG DIFFERENCE!!!

@@

dat's why in those taiwan show,
those gals have big difference between the original looks & after make up
just imagine...
putting on lenses, eyes lashes, eyeliner, eye shadow and..
u can even create a nice double eye lip with the help of glue..
@@

seriously speechless
of course!! with the assumption of :

"U're good in control on those cosmetics"


erm... is not a bad stuff actually,
in facts it helps most of the gals who actually saving their cost without doing surgery,
but they able to look difference and gorgeous after putting on make up

" even those ah gua with flat chest, they able to create curves after putting on layers of nubras.. "
=.="


hmmm...
no jokes, seriously!!!
it really HELPS alot!!!
and lies a lot of people... O.O



if u still dun believe it,
I can show u a simple example
done by me.. LOL!!

erm.. actually I'm not purposely go prove this,
just found out it automatically..
hahax!!

First Picture >>>>>>

in facts, I didnt put any chemical cosmetic,
just wore lenses and add on fake eyes lashes
and... it edi looks so much difference =.="

Next picture >>>>>>

nah!! I removed the fake eyes lashes..
okla... "zong tai dak ha.." LOL!!
but it actually looks different from my previous picture.. @@

Last Picture >>>>>>

hmmm...
GUYS!! be rdy...
it actually looks UGLY after removed everything...
just dun get a nightmare after this
hahahax!!!


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erm...
if u have to compare with my first picture..
seriously BIG difference!!!
I look so pale and tired in this picture..





Conclusion :
世上没有丑女人，只有懒女人
( there's no ugly women but lazy woman )
it actually depends on u whether u want to waste time to dress up urself of not
dat's why now I'm wearing lenses to college everyday
although it do takes time, but I'm willing it
=)

notes : hahax!!! I actually done this b4 & after went to PC fair... =P

"my ah GOR said my chubby face looks cute.. =.=" when people said u're cute, it seems like it's just people dun want say u ugly by giving u such a commitment.. >.<"

my sister convocation ~

she is my jie jie nah~

graduate at 5th August 2010 ~ Computer Science at Universiti Malaya

just back from my sister convocation,
a freaking tired day!!!
carried 2 begs under the HOT weather!!
still need chased my sister to snap pictures with her schoolmates
>.<"

penat-nya!!!

sweating the whole day
no water drink summore!!!
all my water had supplied to my sister...
=.="

no choice..
coz she was the main person on that day

next time when my turns,
must force her do back the same thing as wat I did to her!!!
wakaka!!!
XD

Pictures time ~


the Flowers~ (nice ma??)



While waiting in the hall, camwhore with my mummy ~ ^^




outside the hall ~



Me and my sister ~



yeee!!! the mashimaro cute ma?? I bought for my sister de ^^



me and the flowers~ =P




notes : Year 2012 will be my turns!!! anyway.. that's not so important, coz what my parents want from me is the advance diploma certificate.. >.<"

Paint Ball ~

Just finished Paint Ball section with my colleagemates~
first experience ever
erm...
It's actually not dat worth to play that...
at first I tot it was 20 minutes for 2 matches
so total up 100 bullets for RM30

BUT however!!!
it only turns up 5 minutes for BOTH matches!!!
and I dun think I able to finished up 50 bullets
so... it's actually
RM30 for 5 minutes game!!!
=.="

erm... abit.... TOO FAST??!!
the first match we didn't really enjoy it...
coz.. our VS team was actually a PRO on paint ball
they have their strategy by how to attack us...
and so how...
our team can be consider as ZERO experience
wat we did was just simply shoot...
hahax!!!

erm... or I can say..
the whole game is only kin meng and sheng kai did their job
coz..
me, sinwei and euwing...
in a very short time
b4 finish up the bullets...
we already DEAD!!!!
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so wat we did in the 2nd match...
dont care wat's happening in front
just simply SHOOT!!!!
and... kin meng was keep on running here and there
the enemies is just so stupid,
keep on aimed sheng kai
but actually sheng kai just hide behind the balloon...
see the bullets flying around everywhere
and this time...
kin meng take this opportunity...
shoot their backside!!!
erm... and it's not only 1 shoot...
it was 2 to 3 shoot at the same time...

"Ouchhhhhhh!!!!"
pity the enemies...
for sure they will got alot "Oh Cheng" after that...

and... we WON at the 2nd match!!!
non of us die at the match!!!
hahax!!!

the most funniest thing was...
me and sinwei aimed wrongly...
we tot kin meng was the other team..
so.... we both shoot him!!!


HOWEVER!!!!


he didnt get 1 single bullet shoot from us...

=.="


isn't our aiming skills is abit TOO BAD??


LOL!!!


by the way,
I do enjoyed the war...
and it will be a good memories between us =)

Pictures time ~


CONDOM ~ (everyone remembered our team name.. =.=")



the GUYS ~



the GIRLS~ (although I know we're actually kinda useless... )



Accounting Society representative!!! (guys!! pls click this picture!! euwing shirt just kena some nice paint.. XD)



Me and Sin Wei



feel like crawling out the gate !!!! XD



me and Sheng Kai ( feel like I'm just WEIRD?! )



LMAO!!!! me and Brother ~ (if let PY saw this.. definitely she will kills me!! @@)



Eu Wing and me (we always Syok Sendiri.. and he always want me do sexy pose... =.=" sry, it's really hard to be SEXY under the hot sun with thick shirt....)


notes : no next time for me... it's really damm expensive wei!!! btw, I didnt really regret joined this event... at least I know how it works and how it hurts!!! @@

lunch in cafeteria ~

As usual

while others went to TBR have their lunch,
me, Honey(Chooi Lin) & Lynn
just because we're afraid of sunshine,
just because we're afraid of hot weather,
just because we're lazy to walk there...
we choose to stay at college have our lunch~
=)

Today is going be something special!~!~!
we're not going to eat the RM1.90 mixed rice
we're not going to eat the pan mee/har mee or watever...
we choose "cafeteria" ~

It was our first time since we enter the college last year
hahax!!
the foods there is nice and high class
customer service is definitely Good!!!
is good for tarcians to actually consider their lunch in cafeteria
=)


the set lunch cost us RM15, no tax charge
it includes main course, appertizer, soup and drinks
it is consider as reasonable price
at least, the quality of the food is definitely there
^^

Pictures time ~


here is the decorations of every table



can see the music sign? they're actually having the music theme



even the menu also looks like the music sheet



the Appetizer !~!~! ( something wasabi sushi.. )



the tomatoes Soup !~!~! ( this is NICE!!! )



the Main Course !~!~! ( indian spiced chicken.. )



serves with the Fresh Orange Juice and also bread !~!~!



Last but not least, Camwhore !~!~! =)


notes : had the most Expensive lunch in Tar College... LOL!!!!

我知道。。。

或许全世界的人都看不到

可是我们都知道
我们都感觉到


它依然存在着。。。


尽管时间不断冲洗着它，

它依旧还在


或许我们都是个很出色的演员

所以才会让人有所错觉


“它。。已经不存在了”



我终于明白当初的道理
我做得到并不代表我放得下
只是为了要让未来的路走的更好

记：时间可以淡化一切，可不能摧毁一切。。。