BluE sk

stress period...

2011-10-23T08:34:00.000-07:00

advance diploma..

ACCA

I got to say...

it's MUCH MUCH MORE difficult compare to diploma

at least during diploma,

I only worry i couldn't get A's..

but now during advance diploma..

I'm worrying dat I might not able to PASS!!!

@@

lecture blur..

tutorials more worse!!!

week 8 is coming soon...

can anyone teach me how to do FR without referring answers??

or i should say..

even i look at the answer, also not able to understand..

T_T

notes : GG.......

醒!醒!醒!!!

2011-09-28T01:11:00.000-07:00

醒啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

不要再胡思乱想了!!!!!!!!!!

记:　我到底在做莫？？？？？！！！！！！！　>.<"

还是没了。。。 T_T

2011-09-15T20:38:00.000-07:00

刚拿到成绩。。

真的很失望！！

没想到我的PA竟然拿B-.. =.="

读到那么辛苦。。却还是得过桔！！

75% 的 scholarship 就这样飞走了~~

T_____________T

一直以来的辛苦就这样没了。。

没想到我还是衰收尾。。。

伤心。。 ><

记：开始有点担心advance我是否能应付的来。。。　><

好久没来。。

2011-09-13T07:35:00.000-07:00

感觉上我已经有好一阵子没写部落格了

或许是生活上已不那么精彩

又或许说，现在的我并没有被烦恼困扰

平平静静的生活，对我来说

就是最好的。

转眼间，

我就快要毕业了。。

开始感到担心。。

感觉上有点预言自己会毕不到业。。 ><

来到final sem 了，

竟然被一颗死烂科搞到我半死半活。。

ICDM...

之前 ma , maf 都不是什么问题。。

竟然这科会死得这么惨。。

唉。。

还以为audit 没事就雨过天晴。

怎知杀出一个程咬金！！

悲哀！！！

唉。。

后悔也来不及

只好请求上天

给我顺顺利利pass完全部科

最好是可以maintain distinction..

贪心是肯定有的

毕竟我努力了这么久

为了就是今天！！
千万不要被这科搞扎。。

>.<"

拜托。。。。。

记：还有两天。。要来的终于来了。。。
希望会是我盼望的成绩。。不用3.8了，给我3.75 我已经非常满足！！还有千万不要fail.. >.<"

不要当我傻的！！

2011-07-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

只有我不可以随便跟别的男生单独出去

难道你就可以了吗???!!

她是同事,

我也可以说他是同事啊!!

都已经开始留言是非了!!

你都还不检点点??!!

你知道当他们在我面前偷笑,

你以为我真的没事啊??!!

我只是不要把事情搞大!!!

请尊重我!!!

记:已经被人捅了一刀，你竟然还在伤口上洒盐？？！！

2011-07-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

还以为会你来找我。。

点知你却跟其他女生吃饭。。。

无言

如果有一天。。

2011-07-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

如果有一天，

我不再催你的时候

就代表我已经绝望了

我已经说了很多很多次！！

为什么你总是把我这句话当作耳边风呢？？！！

难道你觉得我只是单单要你肥得好看点？？！！

你自己想清楚吧！！

记：我不希望这天的来领。。。是你希望这天的来领而已！！继续下去吧！！我说到做到！！！！

我已经够烦了！

2011-07-17T05:32:00.000-07:00

最近给我的bro都气得我沸腾藤的！！

考试又来！！

assignment又不会做！！

生意又要顾这个顾那个！！

我已经很够烦了！！！

搞到我经常失眠都算了！！！

难得现在轻松一点了。。。

你又来跟我吵？？！！

算了，

你要这样想我我也没办法

全都是我的错！！

我对你的要求，你一定要办到！！

可你对我的要求，我不必去做也不必去理！！

你要这样想随便你

我也无能为力

我不想跟你吵

只盼望我们会走得更远

记：其他人怎样看我不理会，可连你也这样想我。。。我无话可说。

很多事情不一定要说出口，做出面才是证明一切；我想的，我做的，可你永远只觉得这是一件很普通的事。。。。。

生意难做

2011-07-10T01:39:00.000-07:00

要赚钱真的一点都不容易，

还以为小生意应该不用花很多时间，

结果还的是看小了它。。

都已经随你们的心愿去降价了，

而且还送邮，送case..
真不懂为什么还是有些人硬要杀价

而且还说别人卖便宜过我 RM1-2..

=.="

你都会说是RM1-2啦！！
如果你自己出回邮费，case 自己买
我当然可以降价啦

到时候可能不止RM1-2 TIM...

如果他们真的是将便宜，

你都跟他们买啦，还在这里跟我谈生意？！

唉。。。

生意真的是难做，

现在的人又要快，品质又要好，还要很便宜那种才会去买

=.="

真的看小了小生意的竞争。。

唉。。。

加油吧！

>.<"

记：最近因为打理自己的生意，而忽略了你。。我也不想的。。 ><

有时候搞到连午饭晚饭也忘记吃。。唉。。。

time crash

2011-06-20T06:18:00.000-07:00

I just hope that

1 day will have more than 24 hours

so that I have time to do my study works...

have time to watch more dramas... =P

have more time for working...

and lastly,

have more time to be with U.

notes : when I'm Busy, U Free ; when I'm Free, U Busy....

I just hope that we have more time to shares... I'm not greedy, more time to SMS is pretty enough for me.....

HATE

2011-06-01T21:20:00.000-07:00

I hate people acting smart!!!!

seriously...

NO NEXT TIME PLS

notes : if being smart fully I'm still okay with it... but pls don't 50%smart + 50%stupid !!!!!!

520 ♥ 1314 ^^

2011-05-20T06:16:00.000-07:00

20th MAY

13:14

awwwwwwww~~~

SO SWEET~~~~~

at first I really dunno why will you send that message so suddenly

when I wanna check the time u sent out the message

only realize...

it's 5201314

which means "我爱你一生一世"

I love U forever & ever

can't believe that I just tagged u in fb,

and u will take note on it

and I'm the 1 who forget... @@

hahax!!!

seriously,

the sweet and happiness that I've got

can never describe by words

will kept the message until u send me another 520, 13:14

notes : the time frame is so damm accurate!!! exactly 20 May 13:14...

seriously sweet die me~~~~ =P

*52013142, sry for the late 1* >.<"

4.0 !!!!!!!!!

2011-05-16T04:23:00.000-07:00

I just got my sem 6 results...

and I'm very satisfied of my results!!!

as what I have targeted...

I got straight A's!!!!

WEEEEEEE~~~~~~

nah...

I know there's plenty of people got 4.0 in this sem,

but still happy~~ ^^

at least I've done my best in live!!!

My first 4.0

will it happen again??

I will work my best in the last sem

notes : year 3 students now.... hmmmm.... my honey moon going to end soon... T.T

FIGHTING FOR CGPA 3.8 NOW!!!!!

ADD OIL ADD OIL!!!!!!! ^^

long time since March...

2011-05-06T07:36:00.000-07:00

Just realize..

I have not update my blog since March..

erm...

nth much special happen in my live now..

currently having sem break...

and it gonna end soon...

2moro start working in Giant Kelana Jaya...

selling razor...

=.="

dunno since when,

I started looking freelance job..

seriously dislike my permanent working environment now..

the people had changed

I hate being forced by others

seriously...

pls dun force me too frequently..

since I've been working at here for almost 3 years...

I'm tired....

and getting disappointed...

12th coming soon...

hope I can achieve my target results

notes : it's damm annoyed for forcing me show my own privacy on the work!!!!!

Langkawi trip~~

2011-03-28T06:31:00.001-07:00

Langkawi Trip with family~~~

10 am flight ^^ (24th March 2010)

Reach LANGKAWI~~

Black sand beach~~ ^^

Dancing ON MY OWN

notes : nice trip with family!!! took too much photos... cant upload all.. ><

can view it in my fb ^^

Lastly :

" I <3 U "

dun always said I dun love U & didnt miss u!!!! >.<"

Finals is coming...

2011-03-28T06:23:00.000-07:00

6th sem finals start on 5th April...

HUH??!!

ya o???

so fast sem 6 finish edi ah???

haizzzz...

feel like,

I'm getting lazy and lazier...

last time I used to finished all the tutorials...

and attended all the lectures and tutorials..

BUT NOW??!!

I skipped lectures and tutorials..

TUTORIAL didnt touch at all!!!

just copy and copied....

dying soon...

and recently I got a bad news

the PTPTN free loan only applicable for 2010 graduates

and it's only for degree holder...

what the F*** !!!

only for year 2010??!!

sooo FREAKING UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!

I study so hard for what!!???

wasted....

aikzzz...

seriously no mood to study...

everyday online, watching dramas, playing games...

waiting die!!!!

>.<"

notes : need someone to force me up to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

白色情人节

2011-03-15T01:15:00.000-07:00

收到的礼物~

tata!!! Sticky Yummy 糖果哦！！

可以拿来当我考试时的精神粮食~

还以为不会收到什么礼物

结果你还是买给我

都叫你不用买啦

还是乱花钱

唉。。。

白色情人节

这或许不是什么的特别日子

也不懂为什么会有“白色”的出现

可是依然的，

有些情侣依然会庆祝这日子

我反而觉得有点奇怪

我们事实上，还没正式成为情侣

可是仿佛还是会注重这些情侣才会注重的日子

而且我们也做了许多情侣所做过的事

还真是有点自相矛盾

不过还是算了吧！！

一切随缘

只要我们是开心的

一切都已变得不重要了

对吗？？

嘻嘻！！

还是要谢谢你送的sweet sweet 糖果~

我的新发型哦！！

很久没有剪刘海了

为了你，才大胆去剪的哦！！！

还好脸看起来不会太圆！！

>.<"

记：第一次被触摸与触摸的感觉。。。>_<""

Going Crazy

2011-03-15T01:08:00.000-07:00

Song Ji Eun - Going Crazy

OMG!!!

I'm going Crazy of this song!!!

It's damm freaking nice!!!!

have a feel like Eminem Ft. Rihanna - Love the way u lie

but I prefer this MORE!!!

love her hair colour~~ woah!!!

keep repeat playing this song!!!

Fall in love with it~~

notes : member from SECRET, Love R&B!!!!

communication gap

2011-03-11T06:40:00.000-08:00

I feel dat,

I really cant communicate well with your frens

does the gap really appear between us??

now even ur bro...

I just totally out of box!!!

what u 2 chat, I have really no idea!!!

seriously,

I really worried this kind of problems will getting worst

or maybe isn't we both have gap between us too??

I feel so embarrassing!!!

that I couldn't join U 2 at all!!!

notes : the 3rd tears had dropped.... I really afraid of it... it seems it signifies something...

幸福幸福哦！！

2011-03-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

有时候一个人静静的

回想起一些让人回味的事

说真的

你对我还好过我对我自己

=.="

或许这种叫做幸福吧！！

所以，

我也该做些事吧！！

不然就真的对你很不公平咯！

不过，

请放心！！

我对你好不是因为想要回报你的

或许我应该尝试去爱你吧！！

时间！！

可以证明一切！！

mission accomplished!!!!

2011-02-23T06:42:00.000-08:00

Mission Accomplished!!!!

I'M SOOO FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!!

FINALLY!!!!

I achieved first class CGPA

I'm free from PTPTN loan,

75% scholarship for adv dip school fees~~

yeah!!!!

happy happy!!!

just have to maintain my results until the end of diploma

I think it should not be a problem

coz I have already achieved CGPA3.76~~ =P

must continue add oil in the following sem~~

notes : my 5th sem results : GPA3.9 , satisfactory!!!!!!! =)

掩饰

2011-02-19T07:05:00.000-08:00

或许，

不是你不明白我在想什么

而是连我自己也不懂我要什么

从几时开始

我对一切感到很迷惑

不知所措

害怕拥有了就要尝失去的感觉

害怕被爱了就尝被离去的感觉

害怕复原了又要被割伤的感觉

或许我真的一点都不坚强

笑声仿佛就是拿来掩饰我脆弱的一面

我笑着看待一切

或许有点讽刺

可是。。。

除了笑着接受之外

就真的什么都做不了

以前的我曾经相信一切

可是现在的我

不再去相信或期盼一切

因为我不要失望

更不要绝望

失望的滋味很难受

绝望的滋味。。。

已经是言语也无法形容

记：或许是因为我不期盼这一切的一切，也因如此。。我对这一切的一切也显得毫无感觉。。。

T.T

2011-02-19T07:04:00.000-08:00

T.T

my blue roses is dying.....

Valentines 2011

2011-02-14T07:58:00.000-08:00

12朵玫瑰代表 - 对你的爱与日俱增!

14th Feb 2011

the most memorable valentines ever

as usual,

he did his promised to me

"holding the flowers waiting for u at college entrance there"

waiting for me about 25 minutes

feel apologize to him seriously

anyway,

at the end, he still did his promised

I was like...

OMG

those kind of feeling is hard to explain by wordings

seriously,

I feel so sweet~~~

(although flowers seems wasting $$ but still.. LIKE it =P)

next,

although we didn't go for those high class or romantic restaurant to have our dinner

but I still enjoyed the day

thanks for your gift

I appreciated it deeply

and of coz,

I know u're not just only care about my feeling but also my parents

Feel so damm pai seh that I've give U NTH!!!

erm... give me some time to think about it

I should give U something special and unique that makes u unforgettable!!

记: 平凡又浪漫的情人节~ KL的夜景真的很不错哦！！可是有点冷。。。 >.<"

happy day~~ ^^

2011-02-11T21:09:00.000-08:00

9th February 2011

went ice skating at pyramid

after that

watching All Well Ends Well 2011

although I had spent alot on that day

but still

HAPPY~~

enjoy every single moment with U

Shit ice-cream at T bowl~~ =P

And...

Finally I bought this!!!!!

I've been looking for it since I start dancing

Finally I found it!!!!

Love it very much~~~~

notes : will never forget the night moment with u ^^

apologize...

2011-01-30T07:37:00.000-08:00

* found this in locker after u left *

at first,

I taught u really angry me...

but,

end up u still care about me...

just because u worried me that I gonna hungry during work

u purposely go bought an apple donut and put it in my locker

* the apple donut *

seriously...

I feel so SWEET!!!

I smile after seeing this

feel that U care me more than me myself!!

in facts,

I really want apologize to U,

I know is my fault to have such feel

and the worst fault is...

I dunno U will mind about it

seriously...

first time saw guy talk to me till eyes full with tears...

I know...

u try to control urself

u dun want me to worried about u,

everything.. u just keep it deeply in ur heart

wateva u did will think about me first

but....

I didn't appreciate it

SORRY...

really... SORRY

I know,

sorry doesn't mean anything

what I can prove to u is...

I will try my best to appreciate U

seriously...

sorry Dear~

记：与其去爱一个不再爱我的人，我想我更加应该要去好好爱一个懂得珍惜我，疼我和爱我的人~ 谢谢你教会我爱需要两颗心~

坦白

2011-01-22T04:32:00.000-08:00

没想到你会知道的

没想到你会感受到

或许，

我对你坦白

是因为我不想骗你

为了

只是要让我们的感情可以维持更久

对你来说

或许有少许的不公平

可是，

我只想告诉你

现在的我

眼前或心里

在乎的是你

过去的也只是我的回忆

我很清楚

“回忆”是不会再次回来的

所以你也应该放心~

坦白说，

跟你相处的日子

真的很舒服，也很幸福~

希望这些日子永远都不停止

直到永永远远。。。

记：现在的我真的很幸福，很快乐~ 因为有你~ ^^

CNY~ new hair color~

2011-01-22T01:03:00.000-08:00

Liese - Sweet Pink ^^

after exams~~

the first thing I did was dye my hair

this time tried the new brand

Liese - sweet pink

since I had promote this product for 1 month...

is time for me the experienced it

erm..

overall still consider satisfying

it bring some brown + red effect

but the bad thing was

it cant cover my top black hair

so at the end,

I just changed my hair color to more reddish,

but it still can see 2 color contrast difference

and finally I know why people always complaint about Liese that,

it actually hardly to dye black hair

I think if u will like to get the best results,

u should bleach ur hair b4 dying this product,

or else...

I dun think u can get the results as shown in the catalogue.

due to my original hair color is bright blonde...

dat's why I can see the color effect after dying it...

In process.. *as u can see there is 2 color difference which is my black and blonde hair*

tata~~ got difference ma?? erm.. I dun think my cacat phone can show reddish effect

but in real world.. that's abit of reddish effect at outdoor.

notes : hope it wont be like what xiang ni said... will lak sek after 1 week.. @@

人不可貌相！！

2011-01-15T04:35:00.000-08:00

唉呀。。。

人真的是不可貌相的！！

我发现身边一些并不起眼的人，

竟然做了一些让人惊叹的事！

真的是无法致信！！

还真的是傻眼！！

记：太恐怖了~~~~ 我接受吾都咯~~~~~ @@

我不再怕

2011-01-12T07:53:00.000-08:00

分手快一年了

虽然想起你心还是会揪

也许我该谢谢你离开我

让我找到真正的自由

我不再怕。。。quoted from LARA - 我不再怕

领悟到某些事

终于从那种“感觉”逃出来了

或许，

一切的一切已经不重要

因为有了这段回忆

让我学会了许多

也长大了许多

记：留下淡淡的疤痕当作纪念。。。

TVXQ is back!!! ^^

2011-01-03T19:36:00.000-08:00

FINALLY!!!

they're back!!!

even though from 5 becomes 2..

but still,

THEY ARE FANTASTIC!!!!

*i even feel dat they're better than JYJ* =X

Keep Your Head Down

if this song is sang by tvxq and jyj together

for sure,

it will be much more perfect!

notes : how wish I could see 5 of them in the same stage again~ ><

my first .... is gone....

2011-01-02T03:35:00.000-08:00

01.01.2011

happy new year to everyone

as usual,

countdown with my bro gang

and I did bring someone "special" along too...

the person had changed

situations had changed too..

when the fireworks is off,

heard "happy birthday" from other gang people...

it.. really refreshed back my memories

and now...

everything changed significantly

he is no longer beside me

he.. no longer need me

and this same goes to me

I'm clear with my mind now

as a fren,

the best thing I could do is

sent him a wishes through sms

i hope he did appreciate it

however,

another case happened

I just got stunk of his action

seriously...

my mind is blank

suddenly feel dat,

I'm actually the innocent 1

in real life, my lines & acts

may just misunderstood people

in facts, I'm actually an innocent gal

I dunno anything about that

and this ends up..

IT misunderstood him

my mind now..

keep on replaying the scene

and it has ruined my mind

how should I focus for the coming finals??!!

I need a rest seriously...

but too bad,

I have not enough time

notes : although he did apologize after that, but.... I just... feel lost... when can I get back to it???!!! @@ I'm getting crazy and crazier!!!!!!!

哇~~~ ^^

2010-12-19T07:36:00.000-08:00

还未到圣诞节就收到圣诞礼物了~

打开时真的很意外

没想到他真的送我小叮当~

或许，

你一直都有注意我生活上的小细节

无论是我生病

快乐

悲伤

压力

或者是喜好

都把它一一放在心上

无论如何

我真的很开心，很感动~

谢谢你所给的一切

我会珍惜它

当然的

也会耐心的等待~

记：爱的抱抱~~~ ^^

sweet sweet~ ~

2010-12-11T07:09:00.000-08:00

How sweet if everyday could be like this

just hope everything remain like this

*blush*

fall in love with Cute Uncle~ =P

notes : I wish I could just accept your hug today~ =P

抱歉

2010-12-07T19:15:00.000-08:00

看到那封信息

我应该是很高兴的

知道你是真心对我

真心珍惜我

可是，

我还是很害怕

害怕这一切也只是我一人的幻觉

梦醒了，又要面对现实的残酷

或许曾经的他也是如此

可结果也都是一样

一切也只不过是说说而已。。。

记：或许不是你做不到我所要的，而是我做不到你所要的。。。现在是如此，我想以后也会是。。。

Promoter life~

2010-12-05T07:10:00.000-08:00

December

Although my courseworks and assignments had finished

but it seems,

this month will be the busiest month for me

>.<"

going work for 2 different company

as usual,

working as a part-timer at Top Man

but now

add on with another freelance job

promoter for liese hair product

not a difficult job

but with kinda high pay

the 1 who cause me tired

will be just standing the whole day

from 10am - 10pm

leg seriously pain!!!

>.<"

everyone starts preparing their exams

except me,

who still so free accept so many jobs

I think I gonna die on finals

God Bless Me PLEASE!!!!!

Me and my partner - Colleen ^^

the bubble~~ SO cute neh!!! =P

the boy boy go touch it~ CUTE!!! =P

My camwhore pic~~ =P

notes : my partner very pretty leh~~~ and she look so young!!! seems like I'm older than her... @@

grateful

2010-11-25T04:01:00.000-08:00

I feel grate of every moment when u're around me

I appreciate your care

seriously...

I understood your situation now

and finally I know

what's your real feeling

what I will do

I will wait sincerely~

notes : at least u had pass my test.... ^^

Outing with my family~

2010-11-21T07:08:00.000-08:00

is been a long time for us to go shopping together~

enjoy the lovely moments with my family~

LOVE U!!!

my mummy and jie jie~

notes : YEAH!!! finally bought my clothes and legging !~!~! =)

Dao Dao Birthday!~!~! =P

2010-11-21T06:43:00.001-08:00

Dao's 19th birthday o~~

我们的“高佬”

hehex!!

btw,

it should be our last celebration for his birthday in Malaysia

wish him all the best for his studies in US

Pictures time!~!~! =)

cake given by Yen Ni~ (super delicious!! =P)

his 兄弟~ （brothers)

his 靓女 fren~ (hoho!! =P)

poor dao, still kena the cream.. =P

Foo's gift ( sifu ah sifu.. how come u always bully people 1?? =X)

gift given by me~ ( suits u ma.. so cute!! XD )

2 goldfish uncle~ (just that I misunderstood the "tits", end up become like these.. hahax!!)

notes : wish U Happy Birthday!~!~! and all the best on ur coming exams~~ =P

being passive...

2010-11-19T22:40:00.000-08:00

recently passive in updates blog

it might due to :

busying on my assignments?

(but i dun think so... hahax!!)

busying on my revision for cw?

(I where got so hardworking la.. =.=")

hmmmm...

actually i have no idea why

maybe I have not much things to share

not much things to say out

peace in life~ =)

I should feel happy btw~

notes : enjoying my peaceful life~!~!~! =)

no idea

2010-11-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

I dunno what's in ur mind now

maybe

I haven't meet such a person like u b4

btw,

I just wan to remain like this

because

I do enjoy the happiness u gave me

notes : I'm still afraid of..............

Ayyy Girl ~

2010-11-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

JYJ - AYYY GIRL

notes : OMG!!! I miss them so much!!!!!!!!! they're just awesome!!!!!!!!!!!! =P

如果。。

2010-10-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

如果他有他那样的关心

那该有多好~

如果他有他那样的身形

那该有多好~

唉。。。

只怪世上没有百分百的事~

一切也就让它顺其自然好咯~~

记：没有如果。。。

JYJ ~

2010-10-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

~ JYJ ~

amm it,

seriously miss them alot!!!

my oppa!!!!

from 5 become 3

haizzzz

luckily my HERO still there =P

although I know their style will be more towards ballad/pop

but i will still support them!!!

the only group with talent + look

dancing, singing or composing

everything is just PERFECT!!!

LOVE U FOREVER!!!!

~ JYJ ~

notes : love Ayyy Girl this song very much!~!~! =P

stress

2010-10-20T08:35:00.000-07:00

dunno why this sem make me so stress

I have no mood to do tutorials

no mood to listen lectures

and now,

I even skipped some of the lectures

it seems not like me

I starts being lazy

and now coursework test is coming

what makes me worries the most is FAF

seriously no idea on what's happening

as an accounting student

accounts should not be a problem..

but now,

it becomes the biggest problem

haizzzz...

just hope my mood will be back soon

must force myself to study back

notes : feel like IT has ruined all my mood....

shut up pls!!!

2010-10-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

u guys will never know what my feeling is

dun always think I'm 3 years old gal

dun always said I dunno how to think

dun always said I'm still like last time

dun ever judge me by my look

I might look happy but it actually NOT

I might look enjoying but it actually NOT

I might just look ANYTHING in real life

BUT it's definitely not TRUE as what u guys SEE!!!

so pls!!!

can u guys shut ur mouth off??

okay, fine..

it sounds too rude

just...

let me alone

I know what am I doing

I understand how it goes

I know maybe..

u guys just to want to show some care

but,

seriously

thanks for all ur cares

dun worry

I wont regret what I have did

trust me pls,

I appreciate alot

notes : Dun u think I dunno?? I dun care?? pls la!!! I'm the one who suffering this!!! k??

and pls!!! dun always misunderstand him, in facts, he is the 1 who gave what I wanted the most....

YEE~~~

2010-10-09T07:20:00.000-07:00

finally bought a pink skinny~~

7th october - TSTM 1u students log-in

at first when it's still new arival

it cost RM223

@@ too expensive for me

later on,

it becomes 50% off

RM111.50, still expensive for me.. ><

but now it become final clearance,

which is RM79!!

nah~

actually if it doesn't have further discount

I will still buy it

but now due to students log-in

it has additional 20% discount!~!~!

turn up it's only RM63.20!!!

here it is~

during work time =P

and guys...

dun u realize my hair seems different??

my hair colour...

can call me LALA now

seriously

Yellowish Golden Blonde

>.<"

even my colleagues cant recognize me

can die edi....

no choice have to become seafood this few months

T.T

Gold right??

notes : I think is because of Hyuna, CL and Jessica... stupid stupid go dye GOLD hair.. T.T.... but I realize, gold hair only suits pretty gals.... ><

sem 4 results released...

2010-10-04T20:05:00.000-07:00

9.45am, 5th october 2010

not as wat I had expected...

although seems it's the "highest" GPA i got

but still...

dunno why

SAD

entrepreneurship - A

financial accounting - B+

basic taxation - A

management accounting fundamentals - A-

principles of finance - A-

total GPA : 3.8

same as my sem 2 results,

but I was happy of my sem 2 results

maybe because it was 4 HD but this time my results all senget 1..

=.="

btw

luckily my CGPA still improve

still got 3 more sem to FIGHT!!

must achieve the mission!!!

GAMBATEH!!!!

notes : CGPA3.75, I gonna Eat You Up soon!!!! =)

绝望？

2010-10-02T03:57:00.000-07:00

你不疲惫吗？

你不厌倦吗？

说真的

你做过些什么？！

问过些什么？！

在乎过什么？！

你根本不懂

永远都不懂

我那你不想听的秘密

多的是，你不知道的事

记：我默默的承受这一切。。。微笑的背后，其实心已经流着血。。。

苦茶

2010-09-29T01:50:00.000-07:00

还记得当年歌唱比赛的时候

我唱的是苦茶。。。

现在的我每天都在喝苦茶。。

而且还是超苦超苦的那种！！

现在换了药方，

还有苦中带咸的味道。。。

>.<"

啊！！！！！！

我就要崩溃了！！！

痛到要死都算了，

现在还毁我容

T.T

我宁愿死掉算吧！！！！

我的血汗钱都没了。。。。T.T

记：到底要等到何时何日，我才能过回正常人的生活？？？！！！

Copy & Paste

2010-09-28T04:56:00.000-07:00

let's Copy & Paste

be happy

2010-09-21T22:30:00.001-07:00

I just want to enjoy

there's no time for me to think

I just want to be happy

that's it

notes : u're correct, I should listen to u... thx 哥~ =)

ouchhhhhh!!!!

2010-09-21T22:21:00.000-07:00

u can just imagine how pain is it

is not only one of it

It cover almost full of my body

Let's see it cure first or I DIE first...

notes : I'm going faint..... @@

TM lifez

2010-09-18T21:06:00.000-07:00

currently "enjoying" my holidays

while others are hanging out with friends, watching PPS/movie, eat & sleep at home

me just spending my time in 1utama almost daily

not shopping

not movie

BUT working!!!

erm...

is not that sad too,

at least when I check my bank acc next month

I will definitely more happy than others

LOL!!!

able to get 4 digit income for half month working days

1st time ever!!!

but after deduct from SOSCO & EPF

will be back to 3 digit

btw, is still better than nth

let's talk about my recent working life

is not a hard job

what makes me tiring is just standing

others those kind of sales...

nah

it's nth related to me

no matter how high/low of the sales

my salary is till remain the same

btw,

I still helping ah gor to achieve the target

when he is able to get incentive,

definitely he will treat me nice meals

hahax!!!

thx to him again for the sushi king dinner~

and after raya, everyone is just getting bored without doing anything

so here comes with CAMWHORE~

let's check out the photos during my working period

*dunno where am I looking...

Others u can check out my fb~

self camwhore~ =)

this one....

hahahahahaha!!!

just that we're TOO BORED

dunno what to do

so....

a SIC and a part-timer

started to SS around...

p/s : if I not mistaken, that day was Raya Public Holiday =X

notes : I do enjoy while earning $$ ~ =P

cant attend the outfit building... ishhhhhhh

寂寞寂寞就好

2010-09-16T08:59:00.000-07:00

我寂寞寂寞就好

这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱

就让我一个人去痛到受不了想到快疯掉

死不了就还好

我寂寞寂寞就好

你真的不用来我回忆里微笑

我就不相信我会笨到忘不了赖着不放掉

人本来就寂寞的借来的都该还掉

记：句点

STEP UP 3

2010-09-07T09:15:00.000-07:00

STEP UP 3

u guys should go WATCH this!!!

is damm freaking NICE!!

the choreography is damm AWESOME
I love the soundtrack

and of course

they had added some graphic technique in

is just....

FANTASTIC!!!

I love the roboting guy very much!!!

his every single moves just like a ROBOT

when he drops his head...

WOW!!

this movie is focus more on dancing scene but less on story lines

btw,

I'm sure everyone watch this

will just because of the dance right??

it did succeed ~

this girl is just... @@

the water scene... NICE!!!!!!!

notes : it makes me have a feels to SHOUT OUT and MOVE UP!!!! seriously miss dancing life a lot!!!!!!!!! ><

shopping~

2010-09-06T03:13:00.000-07:00

just back from shopping with Shan~

spend less than RM100

bought 4 things

1) high waisted dress

I wanted it for long time ago,

yee~~ finally bought it!!

hopefully can wear it during my presentation

2) canvas shoes

this time I bought a black colour 1

easy for mix & match

for college and working purpose

3) mouse pad

YEEEE!!!!

finally bought a new mouse pad

and it's JAE JOONG!!!

ahhhhh!!! can look at him whenever I'm using my comp

4) hair treatment conditioner

have to use it for my dry and cacat hair

btw, I still have alot things need to spend

I wanna redye my hair

I wanna restyle my hair

my facial, masque, serum...

BUT!!!

b4 spending on these..

the most important 1 is my medicine fees

aikzzzzz

dunno need wait till when only can back to normal human life

>.<"

JAEJOONG mouse pad!~!~!

ahhhh!!!

MY HERO!!! =p

feel like...

I cover half of my face looks better...

notes : watching STEP UP 3 2moro~~~ YEEEEE~~~ dance rockzzzzzz!!! =P

exam finished

2010-09-03T04:08:00.000-07:00

finally...

my 4th sem finals has finished

but it seems like no feeling for me

feels like exams gone very fast

and just dat's it

no happy no sad

just neutral

I know my mission couldn't achieve by this sem

have to work hard to get first class in diploma

aikzzzz

ES - careless and I've lost 21 marks..

TAX - it's consider a difficult set in finals, just hope GOD bless me

FA - speechless.. couldn't finished the set... so, hopeless

MAF - if I will have high cw marks, it shouldn't be a problem for me to score.. BUT, my cw is only 71 marks.. so... GOD bless me again

PF - this is the only subject I have confidence on it, hope i can pass with flying colours

notes : my working life is back again, but at least... my ah GOR is there to fight with me ^^

shut.up

2010-08-20T07:05:00.001-07:00

SO SHUT UP!!! SHUT UP!!!!!

quoted from

MISS A

Exams week...

2010-08-18T06:33:00.000-07:00

finals is coming
is time to force myself to study!!!

MOTIVATION!!!

where to get motivation??
erm...

If I will to study hard now,
I will definitely saves alot $$ in the coming future

mission :
I want to clear my PTPTN!!!

again & again
I'm not aiming full marks
just give me an A is pretty enough
LOL!!!

seems so greedy

=)

my messy table
doing pass year ques

can u guys see which subject I did??

hahax!!

notes : I want to meet JJ in 3rd September!!!! YEE~~~ can't wait to end finals~!~! =P

There's nothing left to say

2010-08-17T03:47:00.000-07:00

蔡依林 - 无言以对

gonna recommend chinese song this time
LOL

always focus on kpop
should back to the basis
hahax!!

loves this song
especially the lyrics part
wait for the MV release
it will be in my K songs list definitely~
=)

窗外天亮了房里还是有点黑 
一整夜阖着双眼失眠有点累 
转过身我拥抱着双人床孤单的棉被 
清晨这一刻谁陪你喝咖啡 
爱情璀璨后粉碎 像流星滑过后下坠 
你说我们是同类 你缺少的我无法给 
你把爱作废 借口多刺耳迂回 
There's nothing left to say 
你沉默流泪 是不是无言以对 
There's nothing left to say 
就算心碎 就算崩溃 
就算难过那么深邃 
别给我安慰 那只是美丽的虚伪 
There's nothing left to say 

To say Hey yeah 
There's nothing left to say 
To say Hey yeah 
There's nothing left to say
 
谈错对 比是非 究竟还是无路可退 
说不恨你那是自己口是心非 
无所谓 无所谓 回忆却像只贴身鬼魅 
无处躲多狼狈



notes : 你沉默。我无言。因为我们都是同类。。。

幸福~

2010-08-13T07:04:00.000-07:00

感觉上

我身边的朋友对我都很好

突然有种幸福的感觉

在我最烦恼，最低落的时候

仿佛就只有你在我身边

只有你知道我是真的开心还是伤心

而我又整天在众人面前骂你

可是你却从来都未曾向我发过脾气

还傻傻给我骂

哈哈！！

或许，在你面前

才会显出真正的我吧！

虽然我认识你的日子并不多

可是又不知为何

你却是可以令我放下一切尽情的笑

有你在的时候，我也特别开心

你的幽默，你的无聊，你的胡闹

真的是令我开怀大笑

感觉上，每天的我都很期待跟你一起奋斗的日子

你，真的很疼我

我那里不舒服，那里不开心

你都会逗我，关心我

真的很开心可以遇见你

最近才和你扯上“关系“

哈哈！！

虽然对你了解并不深

可是在学院的生活，感觉上跟你最聊得来

在学业上也帮了我不少忙

真的很抱歉

每次都向你借东西

功课，文具，就连毛巾也不放过

嘻嘻！！我真的很坏哦！！

你真的是我无所不谈的好朋友

在学院里，我看。。只有跟你我会癫的好high

因为我们都有相同的喜好

最重要是，我们都是哈韩一族！！

而你又能癫

每次都给你弄得好high

>.<"

不过，没关系

因为我也蛮喜欢这样的感觉

哈哈！！至少high得开心啊！！

（知道你看不明白，可惜~ =P)

最近才发现原来你跟我是那么的投契

以前一起跳舞的时候，就已有少许的感觉

现在才知道

原来我们的性格和喜好都是99%相似的！

哈哈！！

我相信，以后的日子

我们一定会变成很要好的朋友

记：朋友真的是世上最珍贵的礼物，只有朋友会与你分享喜悦与悲伤。即使现在的我并没有爱情的滋润，可是我觉得现在的我才是最幸福的！

recent results...

2010-08-12T07:58:00.000-07:00

Just got all my cw results in sem 4
in facts,
I'm actually very satisfied of my current results IF
without MAF!!!!!
>.<"

stupid MAF!!!
make my GPA 4.0 dreams broke!!!
urghhhh!!!

other subjects seriously no comment
I should really rush up my MAF so that I'm able to get 86marks
it seems like a miracle if I'm able to score that

hopes the miracle falls on me... >.<"

and...
just back from the accounting night meeting

regret of choosing PR
regret of didn't notice on AV

I never believes that my name now is in Program team
@@

although Jenny still gave a chance to me to consider again
but it seems like..
I have no choice to be that

I just don't want bring any trouble to u guys
since we're in a team
we should fight for it
it doesn't matter what position u in
at least...
better than nothing right??

notes : I just can't control my tears.. it drops automatically...
If I say nth... it's 100% a LIES!!!
seriously.... I'm very disappointed.......
of what the results going to be......

Outing ~

2010-08-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

5 August 2010 - wednesday

I skipped ES lecture ~
just to meet my sweetheart(yan shan), dear(kar mun) & baby(caely)
in tappers Jaya One

is been a long time we met together
shan is going India soon~
we will miss U!~!~!

enjoy your curry rice there~ LOL!!!
=)

Pictures time ~

Caely, Karmun, Yanshan and Me~

the dancing gang~ (I miss our dancing life!~!~!)

Camwhore ~

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It's been scary looking at the following pictures.. @@ Shan just bought a new Canon camera, with the features, we looks like an alien!? LOL!!!

My eyes so big... @@

Karmun still okay....

hahax!!! shan looks like an alien~

notes : going to have another outing with them after my finals, YEEE~~~ shopping after exams!~!~! and... I seriously miss our dancing life VERY MUCH!!!!!

对不起

2010-08-11T09:04:00.000-07:00

如果世上有忘情水
那该有多好？
忘记他的好
忘记他的坏

如果这世上有时光机
那该有多好？
回到以前
不让那造就痛苦的开始发生

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幻想的当儿，也该面对残酷的现实
人要面对现实
接受现实

“我接受吾都咯”

“接受吾都都要接受”

每天的我
都在强逼着自己
去接受现实

我。。很努力
也尝试过

可是，
我做不到

因为
每天的我都在重服着同样的事物
在重服的当儿
就会让我想起当时的情景

当时那每一句话
那每一行的字幕

都忍一一在目

我不能想他人那么萧洒
痛痛快快喝一杯就能当什么事也没发生过

或许我能享受那一时的痛快
不过
也是那一霎那的时间
之后
还是得面对这一一发生在我身上的现实

在此，
我真的很对不起他
不是他的错
而是我。。。。。

不想让同样的事再发生多一次
一次就够了

我其实并不是你想象中那么强
我只是很会骗人而已。。

对不起

记：本以为一切已结束，结果还是“回来”了。。。。

Huricane Venus ~

2010-08-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

BoA - Huricane Venus

finally she is back!!!

my favourite female kpop singer

her energetic dance skills and powerful vocal

is always the best!!!

that's the reason why

She remains as a TOP of the kpop list

=)

notes : have a new song to dance, Euwing ~ hahax!! =P

no jokes!! seriously!!!

2010-08-07T07:31:00.000-07:00

found out something... LOL!!

I realized that,
wearing contact lens seriously looks different!!
and.. without putting mascara
just add on with fake eyes lashes
its give a BIG DIFFERENCE!!!

@@

dat's why in those taiwan show,
those gals have big difference between the original looks & after make up
just imagine...
putting on lenses, eyes lashes, eyeliner, eye shadow and..
u can even create a nice double eye lip with the help of glue..
@@

seriously speechless
of course!! with the assumption of :

"U're good in control on those cosmetics"

erm... is not a bad stuff actually,
in facts it helps most of the gals who actually saving their cost without doing surgery,
but they able to look difference and gorgeous after putting on make up

" even those ah gua with flat chest, they able to create curves after putting on layers of nubras.. "
=.="

hmmm...
no jokes, seriously!!!
it really HELPS alot!!!
and lies a lot of people... O.O

if u still dun believe it,
I can show u a simple example
done by me.. LOL!!

erm.. actually I'm not purposely go prove this,
just found out it automatically..
hahax!!

First Picture >>>>>>

in facts, I didnt put any chemical cosmetic,
just wore lenses and add on fake eyes lashes
and... it edi looks so much difference =.="

Next picture >>>>>>

nah!! I removed the fake eyes lashes..
okla... "zong tai dak ha.." LOL!!
but it actually looks different from my previous picture.. @@

Last Picture >>>>>>

hmmm...
GUYS!! be rdy...
it actually looks UGLY after removed everything...
just dun get a nightmare after this
hahahax!!!

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erm...
if u have to compare with my first picture..
seriously BIG difference!!!
I look so pale and tired in this picture..

Conclusion :
世上没有丑女人，只有懒女人
( there's no ugly women but lazy woman )
it actually depends on u whether u want to waste time to dress up urself of not
dat's why now I'm wearing lenses to college everyday
although it do takes time, but I'm willing it
=)

notes : hahax!!! I actually done this b4 & after went to PC fair... =P

"my ah GOR said my chubby face looks cute.. =.=" when people said u're cute, it seems like it's just people dun want say u ugly by giving u such a commitment.. >.<"

my sister convocation ~

2010-08-07T06:51:00.001-07:00

she is my jie jie nah~

graduate at 5th August 2010 ~ Computer Science at Universiti Malaya

just back from my sister convocation,
a freaking tired day!!!
carried 2 begs under the HOT weather!!
still need chased my sister to snap pictures with her schoolmates
>.<"

penat-nya!!!

sweating the whole day
no water drink summore!!!
all my water had supplied to my sister...
=.="

no choice..
coz she was the main person on that day

next time when my turns,
must force her do back the same thing as wat I did to her!!!
wakaka!!!
XD

Pictures time ~

the Flowers~ (nice ma??)

While waiting in the hall, camwhore with my mummy ~ ^^

outside the hall ~

Me and my sister ~

yeee!!! the mashimaro cute ma?? I bought for my sister de ^^

me and the flowers~ =P

notes : Year 2012 will be my turns!!! anyway.. that's not so important, coz what my parents want from me is the advance diploma certificate.. >.<"

Paint Ball ~

2010-08-04T05:41:00.000-07:00

Just finished Paint Ball section with my colleagemates~
first experience ever
erm...
It's actually not dat worth to play that...
at first I tot it was 20 minutes for 2 matches
so total up 100 bullets for RM30

BUT however!!!
it only turns up 5 minutes for BOTH matches!!!
and I dun think I able to finished up 50 bullets
so... it's actually
RM30 for 5 minutes game!!!
=.="

erm... abit.... TOO FAST??!!
the first match we didn't really enjoy it...
coz.. our VS team was actually a PRO on paint ball
they have their strategy by how to attack us...
and so how...
our team can be consider as ZERO experience
wat we did was just simply shoot...
hahax!!!

erm... or I can say..
the whole game is only kin meng and sheng kai did their job
coz..
me, sinwei and euwing...
in a very short time
b4 finish up the bullets...
we already DEAD!!!!
@@

so wat we did in the 2nd match...
dont care wat's happening in front
just simply SHOOT!!!!
and... kin meng was keep on running here and there
the enemies is just so stupid,
keep on aimed sheng kai
but actually sheng kai just hide behind the balloon...
see the bullets flying around everywhere
and this time...
kin meng take this opportunity...
shoot their backside!!!
erm... and it's not only 1 shoot...
it was 2 to 3 shoot at the same time...

"Ouchhhhhhh!!!!"
pity the enemies...
for sure they will got alot "Oh Cheng" after that...

and... we WON at the 2nd match!!!
non of us die at the match!!!
hahax!!!

the most funniest thing was...
me and sinwei aimed wrongly...
we tot kin meng was the other team..
so.... we both shoot him!!!

HOWEVER!!!!

he didnt get 1 single bullet shoot from us...

=.="

isn't our aiming skills is abit TOO BAD??

LOL!!!

by the way,
I do enjoyed the war...
and it will be a good memories between us =)

Pictures time ~

CONDOM ~ (everyone remembered our team name.. =.=")

the GUYS ~

the GIRLS~ (although I know we're actually kinda useless... )

Accounting Society representative!!! (guys!! pls click this picture!! euwing shirt just kena some nice paint.. XD)

Me and Sin Wei

feel like crawling out the gate !!!! XD

me and Sheng Kai ( feel like I'm just WEIRD?! )

LMAO!!!! me and Brother ~ (if let PY saw this.. definitely she will kills me!! @@)

Eu Wing and me (we always Syok Sendiri.. and he always want me do sexy pose... =.=" sry, it's really hard to be SEXY under the hot sun with thick shirt....)

notes : no next time for me... it's really damm expensive wei!!! btw, I didnt really regret joined this event... at least I know how it works and how it hurts!!! @@

lunch in cafeteria ~

2010-08-03T06:53:00.000-07:00

As usual

while others went to TBR have their lunch,
me, Honey(Chooi Lin) & Lynn
just because we're afraid of sunshine,
just because we're afraid of hot weather,
just because we're lazy to walk there...
we choose to stay at college have our lunch~
=)

Today is going be something special!~!~!
we're not going to eat the RM1.90 mixed rice
we're not going to eat the pan mee/har mee or watever...
we choose "cafeteria" ~

It was our first time since we enter the college last year
hahax!!
the foods there is nice and high class
customer service is definitely Good!!!
is good for tarcians to actually consider their lunch in cafeteria
=)

the set lunch cost us RM15, no tax charge
it includes main course, appertizer, soup and drinks
it is consider as reasonable price
at least, the quality of the food is definitely there
^^

Pictures time ~

here is the decorations of every table

can see the music sign? they're actually having the music theme

even the menu also looks like the music sheet

the Appetizer !~!~! ( something wasabi sushi.. )

the tomatoes Soup !~!~! ( this is NICE!!! )

the Main Course !~!~! ( indian spiced chicken.. )

serves with the Fresh Orange Juice and also bread !~!~!

Last but not least, Camwhore !~!~! =)

notes : had the most Expensive lunch in Tar College... LOL!!!!

我知道。。。

2010-08-02T04:41:00.000-07:00

或许全世界的人都看不到

可是我们都知道
我们都感觉到

它依然存在着。。。

尽管时间不断冲洗着它，

它依旧还在

或许我们都是个很出色的演员

所以才会让人有所错觉

“它。。已经不存在了”

我终于明白当初的道理
我做得到并不代表我放得下
只是为了要让未来的路走的更好

记：时间可以淡化一切，可不能摧毁一切。。。

meaningful post??

2010-07-23T23:58:00.001-07:00

how to define "meaningful" post??
erm...
got this kind of comments from my brothers gang
LOL

they only read those who thinks it's meaningful post in my blog
erm....
I know my blog is actually quite an emo sometime
quite a stupid sometime
and..
quite a bored 1 sometime (rubbish talk)

based on their definition,
those which is consider as "meaningful" post
was those lines that's related to my present life
and those music video shared by me is actually consider "skipped" for them
hahax!!!

okay...
actually my life is kinda boring
so nth much can post if I would to update my blog about my real life
so I usually share some of the videos or songs
hahax!!!
at least I have the excuse to updates my blog frequently~
=P

and...
I also heard some comments from my friends
what they conclude is

I'm a fierce lady

O.O
erm....
actually I knew that for quite long time ago de...
I really appreciate my groupmates who always accompany in all sort of assignments discussion
feel apologize to them
they need always "scold" by me
hahax!!!

sorry guys~ =)

notes : sometimes bad comments might hurt my confidence, but at least I get to know it and does better in my future~ =)

I'll back off so you can live

2010-07-22T05:26:00.000-07:00

recently fall in love with R&B music
after Tae Yang,
found out a female singer

G.NA

I love her voice and songs~

G.NA - I'll back off so you can live

in facts I dun really understand what the song means..
but
just have some sort of feels...
just love this song
=P

notes : I wish I could understand korean~ >.<

tears & fears

2010-07-19T05:06:00.000-07:00

look through back my previous blog post

found out that

the sad post is actually more than happy post

erm....

seems like..

I had already passed through the recession stage

everything gonna be end

I'm tired of being that, tired of watching that, tired of waiting that...

infinity of tears
infinity of fears

what I had gave out, will never turns back
I didn't regret what I have did, and of course
what I have choose

~ Teardrops On My Guitar ~

notes : the medicine that I had ate can say so.... the tears that I had dropped.......

"kia shu"??

2010-07-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

found out dat...
my ex tutor comment me as "kia shu"
LOL

I actually dunno why he will said that to me
Am I really that kia shu??

btw,
is not bad being kia shu wad...
at least it can motivate me to work on something
so that I'm able to achieve my target

although I know comparison might bring a lot of stress to me
and sometimes...
too much of compare will have side effects...
so what I will do is just...
set someone as my target
at least I must bit him/her in some sort of results

of coz this "target" is achievable la...
hahax!!!

now only realize that
I'm actually kinda kia shu de~~

=)

notes : couldn't hit the impossible target..... anyway... at least I tried my best to work it~ =)

离我远点

2010-07-14T09:04:00.000-07:00

最好就不要让我看到你

我怕见到你之后。。。

我会。。。。

不懂

我到底在干吗？？！！

记：别人笑我太疯癫，我笑他人看不穿。

TTnight 2010

2010-07-13T04:01:00.000-07:00

sorry for the late updates

after 2 weeks only got back some of the photos...
>.<"

btw,
the night is AWESOME!!!
especially the emcees
their funny presentation... seriously HAHAX!!
remember the guy danced Abracadabra
LMAO!!!!
speechless on his performance
& the beat boxing done by them is AWESOME!! j
ust love the beat!!!

others like singing and dancing...
is consider average
whereas the Instrumental part is much more impress compare to last year
at least I wont get bored during the instrumental category..
=)

overall,
what I have did is
taking pictures~~
=)

me and Umi s' friends~

me and accounting society friends~

* Me and ah Line *

*me and Umi*

hahax!!! we always love to camwhore~ ^^

notes : I love TTNIGHT!~!~!~! =)

nice choreography

2010-07-10T23:32:00.000-07:00

Tae Yang
You're mine & I need a Girl

Tae Yang is HOT
Sandara is PRETTY
G-Dragon is CUTE

I love the choreography!!!!
If there could have a couple dancing this song
I think it will be just FANTASTIC!!!

btw..
if I were to comment
is better to see the main female dancer dancing with Tae Yang
as in the LIVE stage
because of the ...
FEEL??

guess so...
dancer is always the BEST to show out the FEELING & ATTITUDE
^^

notes : started to imagine... If I can dance this song with my lover~ I think it will be the best memories between us~ =P

Hyuna ROCKS!!!

2010-07-05T08:15:00.001-07:00

They are 4 MINUTE

can u guys see the middle girl?
with the outstanding copper blonde hair

she is Kim Hyuna

My favourite female artist

She is just SO HOT & GORGEOUS!!!

anything just fit her best!!!

What I admire the most from her is...

her EXCELLENT dance skills!!!
and of course...
her LONG and NICE hair~

ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!

just loves her!!!!!

her single "Change"
What I can say is just HOT & SEXY!!!!

and she always have a nice body figure...
* jealous leh..... T.T *

her look in "HUH"
GORGEOUS!!!!!

AND NOW....
they are back with "I My Me Mine"

scene in MV "I my me mine"

Hyuna is always the outstanding 1
look at her hair!!!
super sharp blonde hair!!!

I think it gonna bring a new trend to the youngster...
=P

She just best with everything....

here is the "I My Me Mine" MV
hope you guys enjoy~ ^^

notes : I loves HYUNA!!!!!! btw... I'm not lesbian ~ =P

TAE YANG is BACK!!!!

2010-07-02T03:46:00.000-07:00

TAE YANG is BACK!!!

the hottest GUY ever!~!~!

perfect muscular body with excellent dance & sing skills
starts bleeding seriously...
XD

"Where U at" single album

playing piano in Wedding Dress

AND NOW....

HE IS BACK WITH SOLAR!!!!

His 1st album

album songs is AWESOME!!!

personal recommend :

~ I Need A Girl ~
~ You're My ~
~ Take It Slow ~

nice!!! nice!!!! NICE!!!!!!!!!!

Love SOLAR
LOVE TAE YANG!!!!!!!

=P

here is the MV for "I Need A Girl"
Featuring by G-DRAGON (Big Bang)
and also SANDARA PARK (2NE1)

enjoy~ ^^

notes : seriously fall in LOVE with TAE YANG!!!! although he is kinda short..... But I still loves him very much!!!!! =P

Download Link for SOLAR :

http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=a9512dcf7741af350de4fc1039a0167433c8082907af6919a4648785df63f216

walao... =.="

2010-06-30T08:05:00.001-07:00

Recently found this pictures in facebook...
and... really shock me!!!!

O.O

dunno why they're soooo professional?
speechless after seeing this....

seriously looks like 2 different person.... =.="

notes : 世上没有丑女人只有懒女人。。。。 O.O"

害怕。。。

2010-06-22T04:41:00.000-07:00

害怕

我真的好害怕

好害怕

好害怕。。。

害怕着那天的来临

谁来救救我？！

我就快要崩溃了。。。。

记：装得好累。。。要来的始终要来。。。。我认输了。。。。。。。

人还是人

2010-06-19T23:50:00.000-07:00

人不可貌相，海水不可斗量

这句话看我猜看得多
听我猜也听得多
但其实，这句话真的有它的真确性吗？

生活如战场，人心难测

每个人在生活当中
总会有尝到酸甜苦辣的滋味
随着年龄的成长，应变能力也随着增强
在总总的困难之中，“人”往往都是造就困难的因素

人最怕的不是鬼话神说
而是人心邪恶

我相信
世界上没有人是完美的
人往往在追求自己的快乐当儿，学会了自私
所以，人人都是自私的

人不自私，非人也

可自私也可分良性与恶性
只要在运用着“自私”的当儿，是不会加害于别人
那也可算是良性
但如果他/她是利用别人的痛苦建立在自己的快乐之上
那肯定是恶性
但这恶性也并非人人所能察觉

有些人因做了某一写事，而无意中伤害了别人
自己还滔滔自乐，声称不关自己的事
我们可以叫做
“无心之错”

但有些人，明明知道一旦“做了”，肯定会给他/她造成一定的伤害
可他/她，还是坚决为自己的快乐而追求
这我们可以叫做
“有心之错”

*感觉上好像在讲废话 =.="*

尽管是有心还是无心
一旦错了，就已经伤害了

自私的成功，乃因信任的支撑

人就因为“信任”而造成对自己的伤害
人也因为“信任”而成功达成别人的自私

可又有谁是能变善恶呢？

人心难测，是千真万确
但在此之前，要经过的，也就是人相

人的第一印象，很重要
但往往就因这印象，而造就了以后的痛苦
所以才说，人不可貌相
看似好人并非是好人，看似坏人也并非是坏人

乃因有“信任”的存在，才会有之后的痛苦
如果没有“信任”支撑，一切的结果都会改变

但是
人与人之间没有了“信任”
那不就等于没有了“爱”？

没有了“爱”
那还算是人吗？

记：人莫过于如此，一切的一切。。。。也只不过是玩着“欺骗与信任”的游戏。。。。

bare u PLS

2010-06-19T23:29:00.000-07:00

sometimes while u're enjoying
by the same time
pls dun suffering people

I know I have no right to comment anything on u

but....

PLEASE

although is already over
I hope U do care about my feelings

AS A FRIEND

PLS!!!!

I hope u do it

seriously fed up and speechless

notes : please dun show on PUBLIC!!! anything just keep privately dat's it!!! I will appreciate ALOT, thanks!!!!

承诺

2010-06-16T08:18:00.000-07:00

recently saw this share post in facebook

and...

it's meaningful

承诺～给不起就不要说哦。。。。

有多少人，写了一大堆的承诺在别人心里。。但是。。都实

行了吗？

当你把承诺写在别人心里时，你们知道吗？那是让别人对你的信任，肯定！
当你们把承诺实行时，对方是多么的开心，也肯定了你在他心中的位置，是多么美好的。。
当你的承诺没有实行，对方又会是多么的不开心，还会很难过。。 “我选错了吗？”你还要对方怎么去相信你呢？

承诺，是我们答应别人的事。。办不到不只是伤害别人，更是将自己的人格往脚下踩！

记住！！对方越珍惜你，越尊重你，越爱你。。伤害就越深。不管是大人小孩家人朋友还是情人

肯定了，担保了，确定了，才许下[承诺]

不然，也许你成了别人一生的杀手！！

她/他。。以后再不会，不敢去相信任何人。。

我不敢听所谓爱情的承诺。。。。不会相信！！
相信承诺。。只带给自己伤害。。。
其余相信承诺。。。好过好好爱惜自己。。

quote from 悲伤天使情感地带

notes : If it's just a temporary promise to make me happy temporary, I rather u never make any promise to me.... because I know once I had listen to your "promise", I will believe "it" forever and thus... pains stay forever.......

Tell Me Goodbye

2010-06-14T05:40:00.000-07:00

Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye

LOVE this song very much!!!

and started fall in love with BIG BANG!!!!

because of Tae Yang!!!!!

whenever I saw Tae Yang playing piano
started bleeding....

is DAMM HANDSOME!!!!
=P

when he dance = he is HOT
when he sings = he is AWESOME
when he plays piano = he is ROMANTIC

wow wow wow!!!
likes him very much~
=P

notes : After Dong Bang Shin Ki, Big Bang is the BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

popping !!!!

2010-06-12T19:56:00.000-07:00

My popper idol

NAM HYUN JOON!!!!

just join dancing society in TARC
and I have chosen popping class
hahax!!!
hope I will not waste my $$ to attend the class

my aim
no need to be PRO
a normal popper will do
hahax!!!

coz normally those famous popper are guys
and yet
there's no gals coming out yet

how come??
gals cannot do well in popping huh??

I think I will know the answer once I starts my class
=P

notes : finally have a chance to learn DANCING!!!! yeh yeh yeh!!!!!!!! I want to be COOL & YENG!!!!! WAKAKAKAKA!!!! =P

Farmhouse Milky Bash

2010-06-12T19:27:00.000-07:00

Just back from work for

Farmhouse Milky Bash~
fun experience!!
having games with children and adults
while earning $
=D

this event is actually organized by F&N company
same thing, they're actually promoting milk
but this time is a bit different from my previous promoter job
because this event is actually giving a purpose to thanks their regular customers
who's always supporting them

so basically it's actually for invited guest only
which is around 400 people
thus, it's not consider a kinda big event yet

what they did is just some performance and games
and also redeemed the points to get their merchandise products
all the cute soft toys and some woody puzzles
wondering why they're so crazy to their merchandise products
they can even kept all the bar code from the milk pack
which needed cut it out 1 by 1...
@@
I think they're just kinda free

this event theme is COWBOY!~!~!
we are provided a checks shirt and cowboy hat~
looks cool anyway
=P

Picturez time~

the redemption counter and balloon rock climbing

here is the merchandise products which are serves to redeemed

"cow" for milking section~

me and the horse~ "first time stand so near with horse.. hahax!!"

last but not least ~ my camwhore pic~~ =P

notes : is fun to work there but too bad..... I got darker after came back.... coz I actually working under the sun.... T.T

busy week

2010-06-06T01:03:00.001-07:00

gonna be super busy for the coming week
nope..
I think I have been busy since last week onwards

just finished decorating the accounting board
coming next week
will be the shift on fund raising event
and...
orphanage visits...

after that...
close up report and everything

then... coursework starts

besides this,
I'm actually working on weekends

thus,
weekdays = study, weekends = working
WOW!!!

What a "fantastic" life for me~

=P

notes : A good news ~ finally there's a dancing club in TARC, but I dunno which category to join........ poppin or hip hop??? erm..... erm......... Hmmmmmmm...... @@

change??

2010-06-01T07:48:00.000-07:00

today 8am class for MAF lecture
due to the EARLY class
so I'm taking LRT alone at the morning
"my brother always late.. zzzz"

and...
I actually met my ex secondary schoolmates
and he was a scout??
if I not mistaken

so what I did was actually give a signal "hi" to him
and he turned his head backwards started looks around
he got a feeling like

"are u talking to me??"

then I give back a signal

"ya.. u re..."

and I actually forgot his name dat time
because me wasn't close with him during school time

so I just...

"hmmmmmmm.... nvm..." smiles* :)

the he also smiles back to me.. :)

erm.....
I'm sure I didnt recognize wrong people
so...
how come just 2 years time we didnt met
he dun even recognize me after looking at me for a minute???

OMG...
because of my new LALA hair??

guess so I've change after enter college life
=P

notes : everytime I look at myself in the mirror.... I was asking myself : "WHO IS THIS??!!" >.<"

GOLD hair??!!! @@

2010-05-29T22:51:00.000-07:00

* can u believe this is MY HAIR???!!! *

O.M.G

everyone pls!!!!
trust the sample show by Beauteen !!!!

the sample color is exactly same as ur dying results!!!

and the nightmare comes

my HAIR now is GOLDENISH!!!!!!

and its make me looks darker

darker is still OKAY for me....

BUT!!!!!!!!!

the worst thing is

I LOOK DAMM FREAKING LALA!!!!!!!!!!!

full of seafood smell now
wuwu~~~~~~~~

cry till no tears edi...
T.T

looks damm ugly
due to my LONG hair
the solution is actually not enough for my current hair length
SO??
my hair now is some BLACK some GOLD

O.M.G GOD GOD GOD GOSHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

aikzzzzzzzzzz
what to do on my hair now????
dye back??
I just dun wan to damage my hair....
T.T

nah!!!! seriously................. T.T

notes : I MISS MY BLACK HAIR ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

working at Jusco ~

2010-05-29T22:36:00.001-07:00

* having break time with my TOP colleagues~ and they DO VISIT me~ hahax!! *

sorry for the late updates
just got this pictures from my colleague
^^

this is the work that pay me RM80 for 1&half hour
hahax!!
actually is 7 working hours
just the first day
having some problem from my supervisor
so he came late
what to do??
I'm actually earning $ while shopping in 1u
XD

not a bad experience promoting milk~
^^

anyway
I still prefer promoting STYLE!!!
♡♡♡♡

next
going to introduce

My Ah GOR~ ~

* me and wen chang *

he is actually my colleague
but now he is my Ah GOR also ~
^^
he really sayang me

sayang u also o!!!

Ah GOR ♡
=P

notes : enjoy earning $$$ !~!~!~! =P

现实现象

2010-05-25T06:38:00.000-07:00

在facebook，时常看到有人的relationship status在调换着
从single去In relationship的
或者是single去It's complicated的
又或者是in relationship去single的
等等。。。
这也见证了现代的现实现象
人们从来都逃不过“爱”的魔掌
突发起来，写了一些本人的想法。。

从古至今
最热门的话题
莫过于是

爱情

对于某人来说
它或许是件美好的，甜蜜的
总之，拥有它就是快乐的

可对于某人说
它或许是件痛苦的，凄惨的
总之,拥有它就是伤心的

而对与我来说
我只能说它有好有坏
我不能说它完全是痛苦，
也不能说它完全是美好

其实开心与不开心也只是一念之差
如果说分手了，感觉上失去他很痛苦
对！！
痛苦是肯定有的
那就来看时间吧！
有些人需要很长的时间去放下一段感情
好听点，就说他放的感情太深，爱他很深
难听点，就说他过于持拙, 想太多
为什么我会说想太多呢？？
只要有一天你是在怀念着你和他的过去
那就肯定了
你！还没放下他！
所以呢？？
当然会痛苦咯！！

所以啊~~~
停止去想，就是停止痛苦的最好方法咯！！

那么谈到美好呢？？
爱情肯定有美好的
如果谈恋爱不快乐的话,
那么情人节花店就关门大吉啦！
说到快乐
应该是说爱情是甜蜜的
遇到开心的事就第一时间告诉他
遇到挫折时也第一时间向他哭诉
世上有个这样无时无刻关怀着你，想念着你，
24小时 stand by 的人在你身边
是多么幸福的一件事啊！！

对于女生：谈恋爱可以省钱，因为男友帮你出嘛！
对与男生：可以不用幻想自己是AV里的男主角，因为自己终于有机会亲身体验嘛！

（以上只是列子，并非指所有男性和女性）

看！！！
谈恋爱有好处
自然而然的，人们对“爱”的渴望自然提高咯

尽管怎样
人们总是喜欢把爱想得很复杂
或许经历的多，思想自然变得越复杂
或许是顾虑和担忧也来的特别多吧

所以为什么那些拍很多次拖的
总是找不到那真命天子/女？
或许他们比一般的人都经历过得多
思想也自然随之变得成熟
所谓成熟
就是复杂咯！！

（所以才说大人总是比小孩想得特别多，特别复杂）

而对于另一种人呢
他们也许在一生中只谈过一次恋爱
这种人比谁都来得简单
因为他们不会顾虑太多，对他们而言
他爱她，她爱他
就够了。
因为爱情是两个人的事
只要现在的他们是幸福的
就算有时耍花枪，也是ok的

其实我也不懂为什么今晚的我突然有这么多废话
身边的友人
眼见他们从甜蜜到闹分手
眼见他们从分手又恢复甜蜜

其实没有对与错
如果你是有那么一点点的机会
选者去挽回/珍惜这段感情
那你应该勇敢和珍惜这一点点的机会

机会难逢

是真的

或许某些人就因为错过那机会
而逾撼终身

朋友，珍惜眼前人吧！
要知道吵架只是为了要更了解对方的需要
^^

记：我又是怎样的人呢？？我想我应该也算是持拙的人吧！！ =P

Dating~♡

2010-05-25T04:58:00.000-07:00

23 ♡ 05 ♡ 2010

♡ Tasty Ice-Cream ♡

dating with my beloved 老婆 o~
although I have to work on dat day
but still enjoy that short moment~

miss my 2nd 老婆 very much!!! *Puei San*

hehex!!

Finally she is back from Kampar =P

having a small gathering in 1u
enjoying fruits ice-cream
^^
and of course taking pictures!!!

we chat about study life & LOVE life *LOL*

& starts playing Carot cards ~~

and the results it's actually kinda accurate
O.O

Should I believe it??!! LOL

hahax!!!

have to congratz to my 2nd 老婆 again
^^

♡ 要珍惜哦！！！♡

♡ Puei San, Mei Yee, Me, Rachael & Sue Hui ♡

notes : 他抱你抱出爱火花哦？？难道我也该去抱下他才能擦出爱火花？？！！
哈哈！！无法想象。。。。 @@

HUH HUH !!??

2010-05-20T08:58:00.000-07:00

4minute - HUH

HUH!!! or HUH??

it's actually HUH!!!

4minute latest album Hit Your Heart

It's freaking HOT & AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!

Feel impress on Hyuna performance AGAIN !!!!
Her dance her moves

WOW!!!!

seriously freaking HOT & SEXY!!!

* the one with outstanding copper blonde hair *

just a remind

she is only 18 years old this year

O.O

really impress me

notes : I miss dancing lifezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<"

results day

2010-05-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

I got 2 A & 1 B
O.O
can't believe I still able to get A for my OHR even though I had lost 12 marks
hahax!!!

Thank GOD bless me!!!!

XD

although my results seems to be regress
from GPA3.69 to 3.68
I still feel satisfied of it
at least I know I edi tried my best to score it
^^

last but not least

NO MORE ENGLISH FOR ME!!!!!

* because English was the 1 which spoil my results *
><

notes : same day with different feeling......... I will never forget the day when I got my results................

2010-05-16T02:21:00.000-07:00

还以为自己可以搞定

可是

那天告诉我

我并没有

我回到了那个地方
那个充满回忆和熟悉的地方
一片片以为被遗忘的记忆
又浮现在脑里

该丢的不丢，不该收的却收

我真的好傻

最近的我
变得特别容易被“感动”

每天都在“感动”着

记：　很羡慕他。。。。。。。。真的希望我也能像他这样。。。。。。。笑。

Love Song

2010-05-12T07:24:00.000-07:00

Rain - Love Song

in this video,
RAIN is damm HOT !!!!!!!!
as usual,
a perfect muscular body with his excellent dance skills
thumbs up !!!

and
I love the lyrics

What can I do? What should I do?

love this lines especially

notes : I knew it.... I know I'm just lying myself.... Its really prove me today...........

3 more days to go...

2010-05-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

I going to work for 3 more days
this time..
feel like 不舍得
hahax!!
just feel happy when hang around with colleagues
they treat me really good
coz I'm the only girl there
=P

in facts I would like to choose to work during weekends when school starts

BUT...

somehow/someone just make me afraid

erm...
need to think again
whether izzit suitable for me to work "longer"

or else...

hmmmmmmm

just scare...

@@

notes : Just got my 3 days salary.. RM130++ LOL !!! have to back college for the coming society day~ ^^

NU ABO ~

2010-05-06T04:14:00.000-07:00

f(x) - NU ABO

This song seriously...

NICE!!!!

found out that
it's nice to watch korean music video
hahax!!

Their funky style is damm awesome !!!
I'm sure normal people wear it will just become LALA

but they just...

NICE!!!!!

hahax!!

This is what call "Artist"

^^

notes : na na na na na~~~ NU A.B.O ~~~~ ^^